1416: C1416 Capriciousness

C1416 Capriciousness

"He's gone." "No," I said.

Jin Jingxiu's expression suddenly turned nervous, but she soon calmed down. She muttered, "He's gone. He really is gone."

Jin Jingxiu's eyes became misty and her expression became sorrowful. Her hands were tightly entwined together.

She seemed to be very afraid that Lee would leave, and she seemed to be thinking about that time when Lee left 30 years ago. It seemed that she felt that after Lee left, it might be their farewell in this life, and they would never meet again.

Lee gradually left us, disappearing into the crowd.

Jin Jingxiu sat there stiffly, biting her lips. Although she couldn't see Lee anymore, she still couldn't relax her emotions.

"Aunt Jin —" I called to her.

"Ah —" Jin Jingxiu answered and looked back at me.

"He can't see it anymore." "No," I said.

"Yes, I can't see it." Jin Jingxiu's voice sounded slightly gloomy.

"You seem to be in a bad mood." I said, "Was it the story of the man I just told?"

Jin Jingxiu looked at me with a deep gaze. She took a deep breath and slowly said, "Maybe …" What you just said... That... The man's story... It's kind of a shock to me. "

"Just a little shaken?" "No," I said.

"What kind of reaction do you think I should have?" Jin Jingxiu suddenly smiled. I could clearly feel that her smile was forced. She wanted to use that smile to hide her internal conflict and emotions.

"Hur hur." I started laughing, "Aunt Jin is actually a person with a strong self-control. Actually, anyone who hears about Lee would have to sigh for a long time."

"Life is unpredictable. "Unexpectedly, unexpectedly …" Jin Jingxiu muttered.

"What didn't Aunt Jin think of?" "No," I said.

Jin Jingxiu froze for a second before continuing, "Nothing much. It's just a casual remark. "

I paused and then said, "Actually, this Lee is indeed someone with a story. His story is not limited to his official ups and downs. "

"Oh. "What else is there?" Jin Jingxiu looked at me.

"Would Aunt Jin like to hear it?" "No," I said.

"Hur hur, since there's nothing to do right now, there's no harm in listening to it." Jin Jingxiu said with a nonchalant expression.

I knew, of course, that she really wanted to hear it.

I said, "In this comrade Lee's life, there is an extremely big secret, an extremely big secret. This secret, other than him and me, no one knows about it."

"Tell me about it!" Jin Jingxiu looked at me.

I said, "About 30 years ago, this Comrade Lee was still cutting lines in the countryside. You should know that in our country's era, there was a revolution going on. Many young students were driven to the countryside to be reeducated."

"Yes." Jin Jingxiu nodded.

"At that time, Comrade Lee was stationed in a small mountain village called Reliance Village near the Yalu River in Danton. At that time, he was responsible for setting the cattle for the production team, and during that time, he accidentally saved a North Korean girl who had fallen into the water. After that, he got to know that girl, and they slowly fell in love. That girl deeply loved him, and he also really loved that girl … " As I spoke, I watched Jin Jingxiu's expression change.

Jin Jingxiu pursed her lips and looked at me.

I continued, "Later, in order to return to the city, in order to make a bright future for myself, Lee left the girl, reneged on the love oath he made with the girl, and married a girl who allowed him to return to the city. He left the mountain village, returned to the city, and began his new life.

On the night before he returned to the city, the innocent Korean girl had given him her most precious possession. From then on, the girl disappeared without a trace, and the two of them never saw each other again. There was also no news of each other … "

Jin Jingxiu's body began to tremble again, and her lips started to tremble again.

I continued, "Lee has been hiding this secret in his heart for decades. He knows that his actions are shameless, despicable and despicable, but he can't resist the temptation of material enjoyment and a beautiful future. In the face of love and reality, he chose reality.

For the past 30 years, Lee has always felt deeply guilty in his heart, feeling ashamed of himself for loving that girl deeply. Especially now that he has fallen to such a state, he will often remember the sins he committed, and from time to time, he will also think of that innocent girl that he deeply hurt … "

"You … "You …" Jin Jingxiu's eyes had a glimmer in them as she looked at me with trembling lips, "You …" He … How could he tell you that? Why did he tell you? "

First, because I had a good personal relationship with him," I said quietly. "Second, because I was very loyal to my friend and had helped him in some way, he was very trusting of me and regarded me as a friend who had forgotten his years. Third, if a man kept a single thing in his heart for more than thirty years, it must have been painful and he wanted to talk to someone reliable, and I was the person he thought was the most reliable. Fourth, he was drunk.

Jin Jingxiu looked at me. "He..." Did he tell you the girl's name? "

I shook my head. "No, he didn't."

Jin Jingxiu said, "He said... Was he still thinking about the girl? For more than 30 years, he has been... He never forgot the girl? "

I said, "Yes. He never forgot. He did not forget that perhaps it was due to the true love he had given, or the sins he had committed, the injuries he had inflicted on the innocent, or the fact that he had fallen into old age and began to reflect on and regret the sins he had committed in his youth. Of course, he knew that everything would never come back to him. What he had lost would never come back.

And I also know that even if he wanted to go back, his reality would not permit him to do so, he would have a wife, and the girl in the second family would not agree with him again, and of course the girl would probably be married by now, which would be a great possibility, and the third, that he himself would not have the face to see her again, unless he was very thick-skinned, unless he wanted to keep on being shameless. "

"That girl …" That girl … Will really... Would they hate him? " Jin Jingxiu said in a staccato manner.

"I think so, I think so. Aunt Jin, what do you think? If you were the girl, would you hate him? " I looked at Jin Jingxiu.

At this moment, I felt that my question was very cruel. Even though I knew Jin Jingxiu was the innocent and pitiful girl from back then, I still wanted to ask her that question.

"I... "I …" Jin Jingxiu was speechless, and tears suddenly flowed down her cheeks.

"Aunt Jin is a merciful person. You must be crying for that poor girl. " As I passed a tissue to Jin Jingxiu, I said, "This man is unworthy of tears and unworthy of being moved. That girl is the most innocent victim and the person most deserving of being moved."

I continue to feel cruel.

Jin Jingxiu wiped her tears and took a deep breath to calm down. She looked at me and said, "I'm sorry, I lost my composure just now."

"It's fine, this shows that Aunt Jin is a kind-hearted and compassionate person. Anyone who listens to this would sympathize with that girl. At that time, I almost cried, but of course, I was moved by that girl's tears. " "No," I said.

"Thank you." Jin Jingxiu said.

"Thank me? "Why?" "No," I said.

Jin Jingxiu was taken aback. She looked at me and then said, "Because of your praise for me, because you said that I am a kind-hearted and compassionate person."

I said, "No need to thank me. This is not a compliment. This is just my honest assessment of Aunt Jin!"

"But I really want to thank you." Jin Jingxiu said sincerely.

"Aunt Jin is too polite." "No," I said.

Jin Jingxiu remained silent for a while with her head lowered. Then, she looked out of the window in a daze.

The reason why I told this story to Jin Jingxiu was very clear. It was because since Jin Jingxiu discovered Lee today, then I must make Jin Jingxiu completely give up on Lee. Don't have any thoughts about him.

First of all, Lee now has Lee Shun's mother, Lee is not qualified; secondly Lee must be punished for his mistakes in the past, and now his self-reflection and reprimand are far from enough, compared with Jin Jingxiu's injury, he has not paid enough; thirdly, I feel from the bottom of my heart that neither Lee nor Lee is worthy of Jin Jingxiu, Lee is so selfish, and Jin Jingxiu is so kind and kind and outstanding, I really don't want to get them all together.

Between Lee and Jin Jingxiu, I undoubtedly stood on Jin Jingxiu's side. Even though I've known Jin Jingxiu far less than Lee, even though Lee's son is my boss and Qiu Tong's benefactor.

Actually, I'm most worried about Jin Jingxiu admitting to me that she's that girl from back then. If that's the case, I won't be able to end this incident. I will have no reason to stop her from meeting Lee.

But up until now, Jin Jingxiu has never revealed her identity. She doesn't seem to want to tell me that she is that girl from back then, as if, after experiencing the side with Lee just now and listening to what I said, she didn't even have any intention of meeting Lee face to face. Although it was very exciting to see Lee, it was only a phenomenon, and in reality, she seems to have completely erased Lee from her heart.2

This is the result I hope for, and I don't want them to have any new continuity or intercourse. Because I think this is unfair to Jin Jingxiu, too cheap Lee.

It seems that things are going in the direction I want them to go.

Jin Jingxiu stared out the window in a daze for a long time. She exhaled lightly and her expression returned to normal. Then, she turned her head to look at me. "Yi, I didn't expect …" You actually know this, this Lee... Such an important secret. "

I grinned.

"This world is very big, but also very small." Jin Jingxiu said again.

"Eh." Although I pretended to be oblivious and confused, I actually understood the meaning of Jin Jingxiu's words. She didn't expect to meet Lee by accident, nor did she expect that I would know Lee, much less that I would know Lee's secret.

Actually, she would be even more surprised if she knew that Qiu Tong was Lee's future daughter-in-law.

But at the moment I don't want to tell her.

As for the reason, I think everyone understands.

If you can't figure it out, then forget it.

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