1417: C1417 A Despairing Howl

C1417 A Despairing Howl

Jin Jingxiu looked at me and said slowly, "Yi, actually, that girl, she …" "She is …"

At this point, Jin Jingxiu paused for a moment and pursed her lips.

"Ah —" I let out a desperate howl in my heart, and it seemed to me that what Jin Jingxiu was going to say next should be the last thing I wanted to hear.

Whiz — I felt my egg snap, as if I'd been stabbed with a needle.

F * ck, my balls are hurting again. Consecutive eggs is hurting.

Such frequent egg pain, could there be a problem? I wonder if I can still use it in the future?

Ignoring the pain, I held my breath and looked at Jin Jingxiu. I was very nervous.

Jin Jingxiu hesitated for a moment before continuing, "Actually, that girl, she …" She was … Even if they were to receive such heavy injuries, they might not necessarily … "I will hate Lee."

I heaved a sigh of relief. Aunt Jin scared me so much that I felt faint. So she wanted to say something.

My balls immediately stopped hurting, and I even felt a little better.

I said, "Why do you think that?"

Jin Jingxiu said softly, "Because I'm a woman, because I've also been young before. Because I, too... I also had an unforgettable experience... Sincerely... Love... "

I felt a wave of sadness. Jin Jingxiu's words meant that she didn't hate Lee. Even though Lee abandoned her, he didn't hate her for causing so much harm.

Why? Why not hate him? On the one hand, I feel very bad, want to make Jin Jingxiu hate Lee, on the other hand, I feel very depressed, I do not understand.

Women. I couldn't help but sigh.

"Aunt Jin, your heart is too kind." "No," I said.

"Kindness, is a person's nature, it is innate. You have a good saying in China: "In the beginning, people were naturally kind-hearted." Jin Jingxiu said.

I stared at Jin Jingxiu in a daze, suddenly feeling that Jin Jingxiu and Qiu Tong had something similar in common.

This feeling made my heart skip a beat. What is this thing? Could it be that what was similar was their common good nature? This kind of personality gave them a similar temperament?

I can only explain this to myself. Yes, Jin Jingxiu's tolerance and kindness were just like Qiu Tong's. They were both kind and tolerant women. This tolerance and kindness made them beautiful, not only on the outside, but also on the inside.

They are beautiful women from the inside out.

Jin Jingxiu was such an outstanding woman, just like Qiu Tong.

Such an outstanding woman, Lee actually didn't know how to cherish her. For a lousy future, he married Lee Shun's mother, and as a result, he gave birth to Lee Shun, a monster. If he hadn't married Lee Shun's mother, Lee wouldn't have ended up in such a miserable state. After 30 years of fighting, he finally returned to the starting point. It wasn't even comparable to the starting point, he was practically disgraced.

Lee was suffering what he deserved. No one could blame him for what he had done.

I thought, if I were Lee of the past, and Qiu Tong was Jin Jingxiu of the past, what would I do?

The answer came out without hesitation. Of course I wouldn't marry Lee Shun's mother, of course I wouldn't betray love for the sake of my so-called future. Of course I would spend the rest of my life together with Qiu Tong.

It's not posturing. I really think so, and I really can do it.

Why would he not hesitate to do so? The reason was simple, there were only two reasons. Firstly, although I needed money for material things, I would not pursue money for material things. Secondly, even though I was in the government, I did not really care about the so-called political future of an official's career.

That is to say, I will pursue fame and fortune to a certain extent, but I have a bottom line. I will not pay too high of a price for this, and I will definitely not give up my most precious love for fame and fortune. I believe in myself.

Unfortunately, Lee isn't me, and Jin Jingxiu isn't Qiu Tong.

Unfortunately, I'm not Lee, and Qiu Tong is not Jin Jingxiu.

Unfortunately, Qiu Tong and I are already on the road to love the road, because I will be a separated family next month.

It's a pity that Qiu Tong and I never had the possibility to be together from the start.

What a pity.

I kept feeling sad as I thought about it. I felt as sad as Aunt Jin, who seemed to be very calm.

Jin Jingxiu continued calmly, "In life, everyone will meet with painful times, but in fact, don't expect others to be able to heal their pain. Only when you convince yourself, only when you think it through, will you be able to completely cure your heart disease. Frustration, failure, misfortune, and tribulation are both growth promoters and mature ripening agents. Everyone does not want pain, but they must not be afraid of it either. Only those who conquer themselves will have the ability to conquer everything. "

I looked at Jin Jingxiu with disappointment in my eyes.

Jin Jingxiu looked at me with a faint smile, as though she had already recovered from her previous state of mind. Of course, on the surface, only she knew when she would be able to walk out.

"Everyone has their own heaven. Yi, do you have one? " Jin Jingxiu said.

"Yes." I nodded and couldn't help but think of the heaven that Guest and Floating Dream shared. This paradise seemed to be forever out of reach.

"Where is your paradise?" Jin Jingxiu said.

"In a world I can't see." My tone was a little dejected.

Jin Jingxiu gently shook her head. "Wrong. It's here."

With that, she pointed to her own chest. "Everyone's heaven is in their hearts, which means, everyone's heaven is their own. If you want to conquer everything, you first have to conquer yourself. If you want to conquer yourself, you have to conquer heaven. "

Listening to Jin Jingxiu's words, I seemed to see her struggle through all these years to overcome her pain and tribulation step by step. I couldn't help but feel a little more respect and respect for her.

"Aunt Jin, you're right." From the bottom of my heart, I said that Jin Jingxiu in front of me was no longer the Cinderella who was abandoned by Lee that year, but was instead a successful female businessman from Korea, a multinational company entrepreneur.

"Yi, let me share these words with you." Jin Jingxiu said.

"I don't think I deserve the praise. I think it's Aunt Jin's teachings." "No," I said.

"Hur hur." Jin Jingxiu smiled magnanimously. Her gaze could not help but wander a little as a hint of disappointment appeared in her eyes.

"Aunt Jin, why are you still living by yourself?" I said suddenly.

Jin Jingxiu looked at me. "From Jingze?"

I nodded, feeling that my question was rude. This was a private matter, how could I ask? But as soon as I said it, I couldn't take it back, so I asked directly, "Aunt Jin, in all these years, have you never experienced love before?"

Jin Jingxiu didn't answer my question immediately. After a long silence, she said, "Love, it's a matter of not wanting but not wanting. It can't be rushed. If there is love, then treat it wholeheartedly. If there is no love, then one is content. "

Jin Jingxiu looked at me. "Are you satisfied with my answer?"

"Satisfied." I nodded and asked Jin Jingxiu, "Aunt Jin, do you believe in Zeng Nuo in love?"

"Promise?" Jin Jingxiu pondered for a moment and suddenly smiled at me. "A promise, sometimes, is something a swindler tells a fool."

I couldn't help but laugh.

After a while, Jin Jingxiu looked out of the window again and stared blankly at the spot where Lee had disappeared. After a while, she muttered to herself, "Since you're not going to turn back, why not forget? Since there was no such thing as fate, why should he take the oath? "Initially, I had thought that the world would be in a frenzy ever since we met. Perhaps, no one has the right to speak about their sorrows."

With these words, Jin Jingxiu fell silent.

Hearing Jin Jingxiu's words, my heart trembled uncontrollably.

A moment later, Jin Jingxiu opened the door and got out.

I got out of the car and stretched.

Jin Jingxiu slowly walked around to the place where Lee was just standing in a daze. She stopped, looked at the sea in the distance and then raised her head to look at the sky.

I stood there in silence.

At this moment, Qiu Tong rushed over.

"Hur hur, I'm here." Qiu Tong said with a smile.

Jin Jingxiu looked at Qiu Tong and smiled: "Did Jingze connect up with them?"

"Yes, there's a group of people waiting downstairs." Qiu Tong said.

"Thank goodness I didn't go. Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to leave for a while." Jin Jingxiu said.

I said in my heart that if you go, I'm afraid you won't meet Lee here.

I don't know if she felt lucky or not.

"Did Aunt Jin just stroll around the Hsinghai Plaza?" Qiu Tong said.

"Just now, Yi accompanied me around here for a long time." Jin Jingxiu said.

"Then let's go to another place to take a look. There are still places on the Hsinghai that are worth going to. Let's first go to the Great Way of the Coastal, then go to the Gold Beach." Qiu Tong said.

I nodded.

Jin Jingxiu was silent for a moment, looking at Qiu Tong and me.

"Aunt Jin, what do you think about this arrangement?" "No," I said.

Jin Jingxiu let out a light breath of air and said, "I want to go to the Danton to take a look, is it convenient for you guys?"

"Danton?" I was stunned. I looked at Qiu Tong, who was also stunned. "No problem. Wherever Aunt Jin wants to go, we'll be happy to accompany her. We're having a weekend for the next two days."

"Alright, let's go to Danton then." Jin Jingxiu's tone was straightforward.

"Right now?" "No," I said.

"Yes." Jin Jingxiu said.

"Alright, we will set off now." "No," I said.

So we got in, Qiu Tong and Jin Jingxiu sat together in the back seat, and I drove on.

I drove through Coastal Avenue, through the development zone, and onto the high speed road to Danton.

"Aunt Jin, did you have a good time at the Hsinghai Plaza?" Qiu Tong asked Jin Jingxiu.

"Happy, very happy." Jin Jingxiu said.

Qiu Tong laughed.

Jin Jingxiu and Qiu Tong chatted casually, and I listened as we drove.

After a while, Jin Jingxiu stopped talking. I looked in the rearview mirror and saw that she was in a recuperative state with her eyes closed. She seemed to be tired and wanted to rest.

Qiu Tong sat to one side, looking at Jin Jingxiu, then looking out of the window.1

"Qiu Tong." I called to her.

"Yes." "Yes," she whispered back.

"We'll definitely be staying at the Danton tonight. First, find a hotel and book a room." "No," I said.

"Mm. Alright." Qiu Tong said as she took out her cell phone, "Then let's book the Yalu River Hotel. It's right next to Yalu River."

"Sure." I said, "Let's book three rooms, two single rooms for us and one suite for Aunt Jin."

I think so. Jin Jingxiu is the big boss, and also a foreign guest. If she lives in a hotel, of course she needs a suite.

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