C1442 Mind Your Own Business
Qin Lu said, "I know what you want to ask. Yes, these days my main focus is not on my work. I'm not busy with my work. I'm busy with my own things. "
I said, "How busy are you? Are you busy with the results? "
I couldn't help but to start worrying about Qin Lu and Guan Yunfei and Xie Fei.
Qin Lu looked at me for a moment and said nothing.
Looking at Qin Lu's expression, I'm a little regretful that I didn't ask that question earlier. Damn it, what does their matter have to do with me? As much as I love you, what happens if I love you, what do I want to know? Isn't this meddling in other people's business?
I smiled awkwardly. "I'm sorry, I asked a question that I shouldn't have."
"I don't think you should ask. Don't think too much." Qin Lu said, "Actually, I feel that the reason you asked me this question of your own accord was because you were concerned about my performance. Actually, I'm quite happy about it in my heart."
Qin Lu said that she was happy in her heart, but I couldn't help but grumble in my heart.
"Actually, you know my temperament and style of doing things in this matter. I have already paid such a heavy price and I have already reached this step, so of course, I cannot easily let this matter go. I will not let this matter go so easily. "No matter what price I have to pay, I must obtain the final victory." Qin Lu's tone was very decisive.
I stared at her.
"Of course, up until now, the situation has been very favorable for me. I have always been in the lead, I have always been in control of the situation, and the initiative has always been in my hands." Qin Lu said, "If nothing goes wrong, I don't think I need to wait until next year to get what I want."
My heart sinks. Listening to Qin Lu's words, it seems that she intensified her intimidation towards Guan Yunfei and continued to pressure him. It seems that Guan Yunfei once again gave her a clearer and more serious promise.
Of course, I do not know how they will split up and whether Xie Fei will agree to fulfill their wishes. What I don't know is whether Guan Yunfei really wants to break up with Xie Fei. He really wants to marry Qin Lu.
Of course, if Qin Lu threatened Guan Yunfei with the child in her womb, he would have no other choice. After all, between a woman and a government official, according to Guan Yunfei's personality, he would definitely choose the latter. Besides, maybe Qin Lu knew his other secrets.
However, Qin Lu knew some of his secrets, so how could Xie Fei not know? It wasn't fun to anger Qin Lu, but it was even more terrifying to anger Xie Fei. After all, he had spent even more time with Xie Fei. Xie Fei knew that he would have even more secrets.
The reason why Qin Lu was so anxious to pressure Guan Yunfei was because she wanted to cook the raw rice before Guan Yunfei lost his son. She wanted to cut the mess to achieve her goal and then deal with the rest later.
I vaguely felt that Qin Lu had pushed Guan Yunfei a little too far, it had to be settled this year.
Qin Lu looked out of the window and stayed silent for a long time before she said, "Actually, I have no other choice. I have to settle this matter before Guan Yunfei knows that I have miscarried, and if this goes on, Guan Yunfei will find out that I have no children in my womb sooner or later. So, I have to solve this problem this year.
I gave Guan Yunfei an ultimatum. After returning from abroad, I must end this matter, which means that during this trip, Guan Yunfei must have a showdown with Xie Fei. Not only that, but Xie Fei must agree to leave him, no matter what methods he uses, this is what he must do. Of course, what method he uses is his business. I only want to see the result, not the process. "
I felt a chill on my back and looked at Qin Lu. You have no other choice? "
"Yes, there's no other choice. Let's fight on our backs!" Qin Lu's tone was straightforward.
I lit a cigarette and smoked in silence.
"Do you think I'm despicable, selfish, shameless, cruel, and cold?" Qin Lu said.
I looked at Qin Lu and said nothing.
"I know that's what you must think, that's what you must think." Qin Lu said.
I smiled bitterly.
Qin Lu was silent for a moment, then said slowly, "I don't want to be enlightened after countless struggles. I want to give myself the truest explanation, and that is — to accept."
"Accept what? Who will accept it? " "No," I said.
"Accept this fact, accept what has happened, accept what no one can change:" Qin Lu said: "Who will accept? I, Guan Yunfei, Xie Fei, will accept all of this. Of course, I will also accept everyone around us. Accept. This is an irrevocable ending. "
I looked at Qin Lu with an incredulous gaze. Listening to her argument, it seemed as though what she said was very reasonable and confident, as if she had sufficient reasons to do so. But it also seemed as if she was using forced defense and explanation to cover up the anxiety and uneasiness that was growing in her heart. This uneasiness had always lingered in her heart; she had no one to pour out her heart to, no one to say it to, only to bury it deep within her heart and never have a chance to be released.
Qin Lu's mental stress was so great that I felt as if she was on the verge of collapse.
It seemed that not only Qin Lu, even Guan Yunfei's mind was about to collapse from Qin Lu's torment.
It seemed that Xie Fei's mental state was not always calm.
Qin Lu continued, "Actually, it's permanent if there's a flaw. Life is only if you don't complete it."
I said, "Your words seem very philosophical. I don't understand them."
"It doesn't matter if you understand or not. To you, you only need to understand my heart!" Qin Lu said, reaching out and taking my hand from the table. She looked at me warmly.
Qin Lu's eyes were hot, but her hands were cold.
I gently pulled my hand away and looked at Qin Lu. "Do you really think that your life will be perfect? Do you really think everyone would think so? "
Qin Lu looked at me and let out a light breath. "I actually wanted to tell you something," she said.
"Go ahead." I lit another cigarette.
"Live your own life, and don't ask others for their standards." Qin Lu said.
"You are defending what you have done! "You're finding a reasonable theoretical basis and basis for your actions!" "No," I said.
"So what if I am?" Qin Lu said.
"Actually, you also know that the theoretical basis is very far-fetched!" "No," I said.
"Do you think it's far-fetched?" Qin Lu said.
"Yes!" I nodded.
"But I don't think so!" Qin Lu said.
"Do you feel so sure of yourself?" "No," I said.
Qin Lu's eyes flickered a little as she muttered, "What do you mean by saying that?"
"I don't mean anything. I can't control you. You are an independent entity, and you have your own thoughts and thoughts. You can only control yourself, but I want to remind you that nothing is too excessive." "No," I said.
"So what if I did?" Qin Lu said.
"It will be the opposite if we overdo it!" "No," I said.
"Have I passed? Or do you think I did something wrong? " Qin Lu said.
"Yes!" I nodded.
Qin Lu fell silent, then lowered her head and did not speak for a while, before saying: "If, it really was the past, truly the wrong, then it was wrong from the beginning, the mistake from the beginning caused the present, even if it was wrong at the start, but now it is impossible to turn back, if it is wrong then it continues to be wrong, it is the right choice, it is the right choice, now, there is no turning back, if you turn back now, it is a dead end."
Looking at Qin Lu, I slowly said, "Do you want to hear a few words from me?"
"Yes!" In front of me, whatever you say is fine, but whatever you say, I won't blame you. Qin Lu smiled at me.
I said, "Qin Lu, I admit that you are very strong, but strong, not in the face of sadness do not shed a tear, but after drying your tears and smiling to face the future life. In fact, I would like to say that there are some things that, for you, are over or, you may think, are just beginning. "
"You speak very discreetly, but even so, I can still hear the meaning behind your words. You're trying to dissuade me, aren't you?" Qin Lu said.
"You can think of it that way," I said.
Qin Lu said, "I want to say that once the big show of life begins, no matter how timid you are, you have to act until the end of the play."0
I shook my head. "It looks like none of us can convince anyone."
"There's no need to convince him. The facts will verify everything!" Qin Lu said stubbornly.
"Fact, what kind of facts do you need, and what will happen to the facts?" I muttered, suddenly feeling unusually irritable, and then suddenly a little uneasy.
Right at that moment, Qin Lu's cell phone rang. She hurriedly picked up the phone and saw that it was from the office.
After receiving the call, Qin Lu smiled apologetically at me. "Looking for me at the office, I need to go back first."
"Go!" I nodded. I felt that I had nothing to talk to her about, so I didn't have anything else to say.
Qin Lu hurried away, and I sat alone, savoring the bitter coffee.
Today is Wednesday, the day after tomorrow I will take Xie Fei to the provincial capital.
The day after tomorrow, Xie Fei and Guan Yunfei will travel abroad together.
Would this trip be bad luck for Xie Fei? According to Qin Lu, it would definitely be a bad luck. But I don't know why, but I feel a little uncertain in my heart. Intuition tells me that Xie Fei isn't a dull woman. She wouldn't sit idly by and watch Qin Lu recklessly invade me.
Xie Fei was not stupid, and Guan Yunfei was not stupid either.
Qin Lu didn't seem to be stupid.
Then who was the idiot? Then who would be the final victor in this tangled game?
I can't think of anything.
After a while, he suddenly thought of the suspicious person in the black down jacket with the mask on. He looked out the window and saw that the person in front of the newsstand across the street had disappeared.
Stretching his neck to look around, he still didn't see that person.
I frowned, suspecting that my previous judgement might have been wrong. Maybe that person wasn't following me to begin with, or maybe he was just a normal passerby.
I was unaware that a shocking event, a great disaster, was slowly descending.
Of course, Qin Lu didn't notice at all.
Of course, no one around him could detect it.
Of course, the shock and catastrophe did not erupt immediately.
I was sitting at the window drinking coffee while the clouds gathered slowly and silently around me.
Looking out the window, the winter sun is still bright, the blue sky floating a few white clouds.
At this moment, my phone rang. I saw that it was Guan Yunfei.
I don't know why, but as soon as I see Guan Yunfei's number recently, my heartbeat quickens.
Especially now, Qin Lu had just left.
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