1351: C1351 Nostalgia Nostalgic

C1351 Nostalgia Nostalgic

So I told Lee about the meeting with the chairman and aunt, and about the fact that the chairman had released a silk scarf from Qiu Tong's hand as a birthday present.

After I finished speaking, Lee was silent for a long time before continuing: "The current her is very mature, very wise, very experienced and experienced. She was still so considerate that she could even give Tong a birthday present. From your narration, I seem to see the shadow of her when she was young. "

I said, "Are you nostalgic? Or are you still in love with the old? "

Lee smiled bitterly: "I don't have the right to reminisce about old times. As long as I know that she is living a good life now, I will be satisfied." Actually, I wish she could live happily now. "

"But, she is single now, she has no marriage, no family, no children, do you think she will really be happy?" "No," I said.

"Hai." Lee sighed.

"Uncle Lee, what she is doing right now might be all thanks to you. Perhaps because of your decision back then, she was able to succeed in her career today. However, she has never been able to become a complete woman and never enjoyed the life that an ordinary woman should have. " "No," I said.

"I'm guilty, I know." Lee said.

"Even though she gave her body to you the night before you broke up, it didn't seem to be a continuation of your love, but an end, an end. I don't think she blamed you at the time, but in the long years that followed, she would definitely hate you and hate you for ruining her happiness." I said cruelly.

Lee's expression was very pained, and he said: "Yes, she really should hate me. Even I hate myself. I hate myself, I hate myself. I don't expect her to forgive me, I just want to see her safe and happy. "

"Of course she's safe now, but she might not be happy! Whenever she feels unhappy, she will hate you. " I went on coldly.

Lee's eyes were glazed. He looked out of the window in a daze and did not say a word.

"Do you want to see her?" I asked tentatively.

Lee shook his head, "No —"

"Why?" "No," I said.

"The past is already in the past. It's been so many years, I don't want to disturb her life any longer. It's enough as long as I can see her living a good life." "I wish she could be truly happy and happy," Lee said.

"Perhaps, if you meet, she will be very happy." As I said this, I had a sudden thought.

Lee looked at me: "Didn't you just say that she would hate me now?"

I said, "Maybe. Maybe she doesn't hate you anymore?"

Lee smiled miserably and said, "With my current appearance, it's best not to meet someone who is down and out with crimes."

I said, "Actually, it's not that you don't want to see her, it's just that you feel that you're in dire straits right now. You'll be embarrassed to see her and be mocked by her, won't you?" In fact, in your bones, you still value the glory and nobility of the past, and you still can't abandon the old ideas and thoughts in your head. "You think that everyone that comes into contact with you values your power and position? Now that you're gone, do you think that everyone around here will look down on you and mock you?"

Lee smiled sadly: "Although I thought it would be dirty, but isn't it the truth?"

I said, "Maybe there are a lot of people around who are like this, but there must be others who aren't like this, like me, like Qiu Tong, like Qiu Tong. The chairman and aunt. "

Lee's eyes twitched, but then dimmed down again.

I said, "According to my observation and understanding, the aunt of the chairman is actually a very good person. Her personality and character far surpass her achievements in her career. She is gentle, kind and considerate. At the same time, she has a powerful heart and a strong perseverance and perseverance."

Lee stared at me blankly.

I continued, "Although she had no marriage, no family, and no children of her own, she was still full of motherly glory. With her, I felt that she was not only a successful entrepreneur, but also a loving elder, a gentle mother. She loved Jin Jingze and me and Qiu Tong so much, and especially she loved Qiu Tong very much.

"Oh." Lee nodded and couldn't help but to let out a gratified smile.

Speaking of Qiu Tong, I suddenly remembered something and said to Lee: "Uncle Lee, let me ask you a question."

"Go ahead." Lee said.

I said, "If. Back then, it was not that you and your aunt's child were weak and prematurely born. If it weren't for the guidance from the monk in the temple on how to do good deeds for your child and protect him or her, you might not have gone to the orphanage to raise orphans, right? "

Lee slightly hesitated and then nodded: "Maybe it's like this."

"If that's the case, then Qiu Tong wouldn't have entered your life and wouldn't have become your family's future daughter-in-law, right?" I said again.

"Yes." Lee nodded.

"So you're saying that it was because of your own child that you raised Qiu Tong, and it was because of your support that Qiu Tong's life was changed, right?" "No," I said.

"Change... "My whole life …" Lee said: "Yi, do you think this kind of change isn't good?"

"Yes, in your opinion and your aunt's, it was precisely because of your help that Qiu Tong's fate was changed. Her work and social status today could be said to all be given to her by you. "However, have you ever thought that because of your kindness, it will once again change Qiu Tong's fate? Her fortune and misfortune were all due to you guys, it was all caused by your nurturing." My voice was angry.

Lee said helplessly, "Your aunt and I only have Asun as our only son. Tong is a good child who knows how to repay favors, and your aunt and I like Asun very much."

I interrupted Lee: "Uncle Lee, how selfish your words sound, do you know? You only consider things from your own point of view. You've used Qiu Tong's heart as repayment for your personal gain, and you've only considered yourself. Have you considered Qiu Tong's thoughts? Have you ever considered Qiu Tong's true happiness? Do you really think about Qiu Tong's future and tomorrow?

All because of your kindness to her, you have asked for repayment. You know that her character cannot refuse your request. "Therefore, I must say that it is her fortune that you all have helped Qiu Tong. At the same time, it is also her greatest misfortune to meet such selfish benefactors like you all."

Lee looked at me blankly, as if his mind couldn't think straight. It was as if he didn't understand what I was saying, as if he didn't expect that I would speak in such a straightforward manner.

After saying that, I took a deep breath, picked up my glass, and drank it all in one gulp.

It occurred to me that perhaps everything was fated.

If Lee hadn't betrayed his love that year, then he wouldn't have married Lee Shun's mother. If he hadn't married her mother, then he wouldn't have had the premature and weak Lee Shun.

Without their support, perhaps Qiu Tong's life would have developed on another path, and wouldn't necessarily have come to Hsinghai, wouldn't necessarily have married someone she didn't love, wouldn't have definitely met me on the streets of Hsinghai City either, wouldn't have necessarily worked in the same unit as me, and wouldn't necessarily have become a kind of graveness in my heart.

Thinking like that, all of the blessings and misfortunes, all of the love and hatred, all of the pain and pain seemed to be caused by Lee's sins.

Thinking this way, I don't know whether I should blame Lee or thank Lee.

I looked at Lee with complicated feelings and said after a while, "Why... "Why do you want to ask me? Why don't you ask Qiu Tong?"

"After all, Tong is my family and will marry into our family in the future. I don't want my family to know about what happened back then, including Tong. It will have a negative impact on the harmony and harmony of our family in the future," Lee said.

I said sarcastically, "You're afraid of ruining the image of your future father-in-law in Qiu Tong's eyes, aren't you?"

Lee smiled bitterly again and nodded his head, "Perhaps. "Yi, I hope only the two of us know the content of our conversation today."

I sighed and nodded: "Okay, Uncle Lee, I promise you, I won't tell anyone else."

Even though I said that, I didn't think much of it.

Lee also sighed and said, "Actually, I know Asun is a disappointing child, but no matter what, he is still my son. He is the only one in our Li family. This child Asun has been spoiled badly by your aunt and I since he was young. Now that he has reached this stage, I have to take responsibility for teaching him. I can't let Asun down. Of course, I also know that letting Tong marry Asun would be letting her down a little. "But, but …"

"But what?" "No," I said.

Lee did not finish his sentence and sighed helplessly.

I know what Lee means later. Even though Asun doesn't work hard, you can't beat the Li Family up; even though Tong has suffered a little, the Li Family will not treat her unfairly; not to mention, the Li Family is indebted to Tong, Tong is a good child who knows how to repay favors; furthermore, the Li Family likes Tong very much, even though the Li Family has declined, the Li Family is still a lot skinnier than a horse.

I really feel that Lee and his wife are extremely selfish people, they will only consider themselves from their own point of view and not the feelings of others. Perhaps this is their personality and style, not their family, not their family. His personality decided his fate. This was an unbreakable truth.

As I thought about it, I suddenly felt a slight sense of satisfaction in my dissatisfaction.

I was even a little glad that my aunt and chairman didn't get along with Lee back then. Living with a selfish person like Lee, she might not really feel happy.

However, this happiness only lasted for a moment. After that, I felt a deep sadness and depression. This sadness and depression seemed to be suffocating me.1

I don't know who I'm grieving for, Lee? To be the chairman's aunt? For Mrs Lee? For Lee Shun? For Qiu Tong? For myself? Or for that era.

I sank into a kind of suffocating sadness and depression, and remained silent for a long time.

Lee also didn't say anything.

We all fell silent as we looked out the window at the patter of autumn rain.

Tonight's dinner with Lee allowed me to understand Lee's hidden secret. I didn't expect Lee to have such a century-long relationship with the chairman and aunt of Korea.

I thought this secret was very shocking, but I didn't expect that the even more shocking secret was yet to come.

Neither Lee nor I would have thought of this even more shocking secret at this point, neither Lee nor I, not even Qiu Tong, not even Lee Shun, not even Mrs Lee, not even the chairman's aunt.

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