1379: C1379 Estrus

C1379 Estrus

It was obvious that Lin Yaru could feel it too. Her body was slightly hot and trembling, but no one could make a sound or move around randomly.

I didn't dare move my hands. I just kept them the same.

It seemed that Lin Yaru's was not very big, not as big as Hai Zhu's, nor as big as Dong Xue's and Qiu Tong's. It was about the same size as Xia Yu's, and although it wasn't big, it seemed to be quite flexible.

As I thought about it, I couldn't help but press my fingers down. Yes, they were very flexible.

Lin Yaru's breathing seemed slightly hurried, but she still didn't dare to make any sound.

Then there was the sound of footsteps, and the man began to move about the room.

Not knowing who it was, he dared to turn on the lights in the room.

But it definitely won't be Kong Kun, she's currently in Yantai.

As my feet move, my hand tries to take the opportunity to leave. I can't hold my hand like this forever, it's not good.

Just as my hand moved slightly, Lin Yaru suddenly pressed her hand on the back of my hand, as if to remind me not to move recklessly.

I stopped moving.

Lin Yaru's hand was quite strong, and with that press, my hand seemed to be even tighter.

He could not help but feel a little nervous, as well as a little excited and impulsive.

But it doesn't seem to make much sense.

My eyes were fixed on the ground outside the bed.

At that moment, the man walked up to the bed, and a pair of feet appeared in front of Lin Yaru and me.

It was a man, a pair of brown leather shoes.

That's all I can see, nothing else.

I wish this person would leave right away, always lying under the bed like this, always hugging Lin Yaru like this, always covering Lin Yaru's little rabbit like this, I can't take it anymore, I can't take it anymore.

However, the person didn't seem to have any intention of leaving. Instead, he plopped down on the bed, and with a pained groan from the mattress, dust began to fall from the bottom of the bed.

My nostrils filled with dust, and I almost sneezed, trying to control myself.

This man is sitting right on top of Lin Yaru and me. We can't even breathe.

I tried to slip my hand away from Lin Yaru's, but Lin Yaru's hand tightened and pressed my hand down again, not allowing me to move.

I don't know what Lin Yaru meant, but was she afraid that I would make a sound that would alarm that person? Or …

I tried to catch my breath, and the smell of Lin Yaru's hair seeped into my nostrils.

Lin Yaru's body was slightly trembling, as if she was a little excited.

I felt Lin Yaru's body grow hot and her breathing quicken.

The person in front of the bed was still sitting there, seemingly deep in thought.

Under the bed, Lin Yaru and I were silent, but in the silence, there was a fiery heat that intertwined and trembled.

Lin Yaru didn't seem to be conservative. She didn't seem to reject me. In fact, she even seemed to favor me a little. It was as if she liked what I did to her and was encouraging me to do so.

I couldn't control myself. I felt like I was on fire.

Suddenly, my brain went cold and I snapped out of my stupor --

What am I doing? What the fuck am I doing? What am I doing to my women?

What difference is there between what I'm doing and a beast? If I do this, who am I to blame? Am I sorry to Hai Zhu next door? Am I against Qiu Tong who has Hsinghai? Did I trust Lin Yaru's respect for me? Didn't I destroy my own image by doing this? If I do this, how will I work with Lin Yaru in the future?

Even if Lin Yaru didn't resist, even if she wanted to, even if she encouraged me to do so, I couldn't go on like this, I was playing with fire!

Damn it, how could I do that? I actually did it! What the hell am I doing?

Deep in remorse, I stopped.

Gently adjusting my breathing, I tried to control my thoughts and not let my imagination run wild.

I finally calmed down and stared at the brown shoes.

After a while, Lin Yaru seemed to have calmed down and her body was no longer as hot.

We lay quietly under the bed, Lin Yaru in my arms, we quietly watched outside the bed.

After a while, the man finally stood up. He seemed to hear him take a deep breath, and then he walked out. The lights in the room went out, the door was closed, and footsteps could be heard walking into the distance.

I heaved a sigh of relief, and so did Lin Yaru.

"Go out." I whispered in Lin Yaru's ear.

"Yes." Lin Yaru agreed, but didn't move.

I patted her body. "My limbs are numb."

"Puchi!" In the darkness, Lin Yaru let out a soft laugh and then moved her body out.

After Lin Yaru went out, I stretched my limbs and then came out.

Lin Yaru and I stood facing each other in the darkness.

I couldn't see Lin Yaru's face in the darkness, and I didn't know if her face was red or not.

"Right... Sorry, just now … "I …" I stammered.

Lin Yaru turned on the flashlight, and I saw that her face was a little red. She was looking straight at me, her lips tightly pursed.

Facing her gaze, I felt even more uneasy. I hated myself for what I had done just now, and I really wanted to slap myself in the face.

"I'm sorry …" I continued to apologize, looking all the more embarrassed.

Lin Yaru suddenly laughed silently, and then said softly: "Vice Commander-in-chief, no need to be polite, what happened just now? I don't know. "

"This …" I was stunned.

Lin Yaru smiled again, her face flushed red. She continued to speak in a low voice, "Just now, I didn't blame you. I did it voluntarily."

My heart leaped again, and for a moment I didn't know what to say.

"Since it was my own will, since I don't have any intention of blaming Vice Commander-in-chief, there's no need for Vice Commander-in-chief to think too much about it, there's no need to worry." Lin Yaru said as she ruffled her tousled hair.

"Oh." I looked at Lin Yaru in a daze.

"Just pretend that nothing happened just now. Just pretend that it's like that." Lin Yaru laughed again.

I grinned.

Looking at me, Lin Yaru couldn't help but start laughing again. "Alright, Vice Commander-in-chief, stop being like this, even though it was just now. Although I was willing to do it, I still won't let myself go too far. I won't allow myself to do anything that would let Sister Hai Zhu down, and I won't let our relationship break through the bottom line.

Lin Yaru seemed to be very open-minded, as if she knew how to do things.

"The past is the past. Let's get back to work. " Lin Yaru said.

I nodded and asked, "Who was that person?"

Lin Yaru frowned but didn't say anything.

"He has the key to the room." I said again.

"Probably him." Lin Yaru said.

"You mean Zhang Xiaotian?" "No," I said.

Lin Yaru nodded. "I guess so, but I'm not 100% sure!"

"If it's him, what is he doing here? "How did he get the key to Kong Kun's room?" "No," I said.

"I don't know why he came here, but he didn't seem to be looking for something, he just sat here for a long time. As for why he had the key to Kong Kun's room, that's not strange, all the rooms here belong to the hotel, it's very easy for him to have the key to every room." Lin Yaru said.

Lin Yaru made sense, and I nodded.

After that, Lin Yaru and I continued to search the room separately. After searching for a long time, we finally didn't find anything of value.

I took out the notebook and opened it. Lin Yaru shone her flashlight on it.

The notebook was Kong Kun's diary. It wasn't written every day. It was written in an intermittent manner. It was all written on the work accounts.

I turned a few pages and suddenly stopped.

There was a line on the page: She is very good to me, she trusts me, and the more I feel this way, the more I feel that I am sorry for her, but I like him so much, I cannot deny that I like him so much, what should I do? What should he do? What should he do?

I bit my lip and Lin Yaru looked at me.

I continued to look down and saw something else: that she had given me a lot of good to watch her every move, and although I didn't want to do it, I couldn't stop myself from doing it, because I didn't seem to want to see her with him, and though I knew I didn't want to see him with her, it seemed that I could only do it, and how conflicted I was.

Obviously, these two people were not the same person.

I continued to look through the pages until I saw another sentence: That demon is forcing me to work for him. If I don't want to, then I will die without a burial. I don't want to die, I want to live well, I want to live well. If I had agreed to his request, I would have benefited greatly, but I was sorry for her, and even more sorry for him, but I couldn't resist the temptation of the money. I needed it so badly.

Also, the demon promised me that as long as I worked for him, he would not only give me great material benefits, but that I would not harm him. Not only that, he would also promise me to help me fulfill my desire to be with him, to help me defeat that girl and this girl, defeat all of her. Thus, I have no choice but to agree to this demon and trust in him. I can't say these words to anyone, I can only write them to myself here.

Seeing this, I seemed to understand something.

Lin Yaru looked at me and nodded. Apparently, she understood as well.

I continued to read: I don't know if one day I will be discovered, I don't know if one day he will know who I am, and once I am discovered, I don't know what my fate will be. But I knew that he would definitely hate me to death. The friends around me would despise me and hate me.

At that time, how will I face it, how will I survive? Will I still be able to leave this place alive? I tried to convince myself, to comfort myself, to tell myself that I was doing this for love, for survival, but I knew how weak, how hypocritical, and how despicable my comfort was, and yet I knew it, and yet I could not resist the temptations, the temptations of matter and love.

Am I crazy, am I crazy? Maybe I'm not crazy, maybe I'm the calmest, because I know what I'm doing, because I know that what I'm doing is probably the right thing to do, and that even if I don't do it, someone else will do it, and I might as well do it.

Of course, I hoped that the demon was really like what he said. He only wanted to use the information I provided to defeat his real opponent and not harm her and him. I hope so. I hope so. Afraid of having a nightmare, I put these words under my pillow and accompany me at all times, hoping that they will protect me and calm me down.

At this point, I took a deep breath and looked at Lin Yaru.2

"A crazy woman for money, a despicable woman in the name of love. On one hand, she's doing bad things, and on the other hand, she's comforting herself. It seems like she's working on two boats at the same time. " Lin Yaru said lightly in disdain.

Lin Yaru saw everything clearly.

I kept going, no more.

I closed the notebook, put it back, and thought about it.

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