C1386 Deep Guilt
I said, "I'm not a good person. Good people won't get involved with these things, but the things you do, although it would harm the interests of bad people like me, would also harm the good people. So, you have to leave, you can't continue to stay in this circle, you already don't deserve to be friends with the people around you who treat you as a friend.
I'm not noble, I'm not kind. I just don't want to see you die of a mistake, you're still young, you should have a new life of your own.
You love money, that's not wrong, you should not be despised, but your way of pursuing money makes me spurn. You are playing with fire, seeking your own demise, using the price of hurting others in exchange for your own benefits, this is a very despicable action, I say that your actions are despicable, not because you hurt the interests of me and Lee Shun, but because you betrayed the friendship and trust of Hai Zhu, Sweetie Ru, Sun, Yun, Zhang Xiaotian, and the others.
In their eyes, you are a very good friend, a trustworthy friend. If they knew what you had done, they would be hurt, they would suffer a devastating blow to the soul, and that was one of the reasons I let you go. I didn't want them to know what you had done, I didn't want them to know who you really were, and of course, I did it for my own sake.
Also, since I've decided to let you go, then, I don't want to see you killed by Wu De, and I don't want to see you join Wu De's faction. Therefore, I've arranged for you to go to Korea, where Wu De won't be able to find you.
You should feel lucky that you haven't fallen into this quagmire yet. Otherwise, even if Lee Shun doesn't kill you, Wu De will chase you down and kill you. Of course, if you really do something that would be greatly detrimental to Lee Shun's interests, Lee Shun would also chase you all over the world, and even if you managed to reach the South Pole, you would not be able to survive. You look smart, but you don't expect to do such a stupid thing. You are really reckless. "
Kong Kun's face was full of regret and a deep sense of guilt.
I continued, "Speaking of which, I think you should understand what I mean. I think you should know what to do."
"I know. I understand. I almost ruined myself and you: "Kong Kun murmured," I destroyed the affection that people had for me, the trust that people had in me, the friendship that people had for me, and I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for my feelings for you, and I'm sorry for Sister Hai Zhu's sisterhood towards me. I really don't have the face to see you again.
I tried to get your feelings in an extreme way, and what I did was even more extreme than Dong Xue. I was blinded by money and selfishness, blinded by selfishness and love, I chose a path of no return.
Maybe I finally understand now, money doesn't mean everything, money doesn't have everything you want, and also, love can't be filled with extreme possessiveness and selfish desires, and the way to obtain love can't be taken at the expense of harming others. Maybe I don't even know what true love is, and maybe I don't even know how to get it at all. "
Kong Kun seemed to have finally reflected deeply, seemed to have awakened profoundly, and seemed to have become deeply ashamed.
Looking at Kong Kun's expression, I didn't know what to feel for a moment. I felt pity for her, but I also felt hatred for her. Although I hate her, I bypassed her and helped her.
I felt a great deal of contradiction in my heart, a contradiction expressed in my actions.
It seems that Kong Kun should be able to feel the conflict in my heart. It seems that Kong Kun might really be grateful to me in her heart. It seems that after tonight, Kong Kun will completely give up on me, regardless of whether she still has that feeling for me in her heart.
"I will go back tomorrow morning. Although I left, but Lin Yaru is still staying here, and since you already know her identity, then you can't stay here. Tonight, my words to you are very clear, and I don't want to see anything unpleasant happen. If you don't listen to my advice, then Lin Yaru and the others probably won't forgive you. Once Lee Shun goes past me and gives the command to Lin Yaru, then, the consequences —" Saying this, I stopped.
Kong Kun could not help but shiver and nod, "I understand, I understand. I know what I have to do. I know that if you let me go tonight, Lin Yaru might not necessarily be convinced. If. If Lin Yaru and the others really want to do something to me after you return, I will admit it. What I have done must be punished. I know that you have done your best. No matter what happens to me, I will still be deeply grateful to you. "
I said, "First, when you leave Hai Zhu, you have to remain calm. You can't let Hai Zhu feel abnormal, you can't reveal your real intentions, and you can't let anyone in the company know the real reason for your departure, including Zhang Xiaotian and Sweetie Ru.
Second, when you leave the company, you must hand over your work. You must not let your departure damage the normal operation of the company, and you must not let the travel agency suffer any loss because of your resignation. Third, you must explain the benefits to the three informants and tell them to leave at the same time, disappear without a trace.
Fourth, you are not allowed to reveal the identities of Lin Yaru and the others to anyone. Once their identities are exposed, you will have no guarantee of safety. Fifth, before you leave the company and before you leave the continent, I will arrange for Lin Yaru and the others to protect your safety so as to prevent Wu De from sending people to assassinate you and you. Did you remember everything I said? "
Kong Kun nodded. "I'll remember that."
I sighed, looked for pen and paper, and wrote a short letter to Jin Jingze, to the effect that a good friend of mine wanted to go to Korea for personal reasons, hoping that he would take care of me and help me, hoping that he would give me some face.
After writing, I put the letter into an envelope and handed it to Kong Kun. "Keep this letter safe. The address and contact details are written inside. When you arrive in Korea, just follow this address to find him."
Kong Kun took the envelope and put it away. She bit her lips and looked at me. You really are a good person. Me. I really didn't misjudge you. Me. In the future, if possible, I will definitely repay you. I have to repay you even if I have to be an ox or a horse. "
My heart suddenly felt very sad. "I don't want you to repay me. I just don't want to see you suffer too miserably today. It's because of my basic conscience. It's because of our friendship in the past. It's because of Hai Zhu."
Kong Kun was silent for a moment. "Brother Yi," she said. "I wish you and Sister Hai Zhu good wishes. No matter where I go, no matter if I live or die in the future, I will deeply bless you. You and Sister Hai Zhu are both good people, and you will definitely be rewarded for your kindness."
Like I said, I'm not a good person, and I don't seek for any good rewards. I just hope that you can learn from your mistakes and walk your own path in life, do things with your own conscience, don't base your own interests on hurting others, and act as a person with a basic moral bottom line. Also, you have to stay away from all underworld activities, and never interact with people from the underworld.
When I said this, I felt sad. I was reminding Kong Kun, but also seemed to be talking about myself.
Kong Kun said, "Brother Yi, I hope so. You can leave as soon as possible. The underworld, do not be involved with the underworld people and things. "Of course, I also hope that Sister Qiutong …"
"You don't have to worry about that. Just take care of yourself!" I said bluntly.
Kong Kun was silent.1
Remembering how Kong Kun and I had come to know each other from the past, I couldn't help but feel deeply moved in my heart. At the same time, I felt lost and depressed.
The women around me seemed to be leaving me one by one. Xia Yu had left, and now Kong Kun was leaving as well.
He didn't know who would be next, and how they would leave.
Perhaps, this was a type of coincidence, but also a type of necessity.
Many seemingly coincidental matters were in fact inevitable.
I took out my cell phone, texted Linaru, and then turned it off.
Kong Kun looked at me in silence.
A moment later, Lin Yaru opened the door and came in, carrying a large suitcase.
After entering, Lin Yaru put down her suitcase and stood beside Kong Kun. She looked at me as if she was waiting for my order to attack Kong Kun.
Seeing Lin Yaru's posture, Kong Kun couldn't help but feel nervous.
I said to Kong Kun, "Now, you can go."
Kong Kun stood up.
Lin Yaru was stunned and looked at me. "Brother Yi, this —"
Without looking at Lin Yaru, I said to Kong Kun again, "Kong Kun, you can leave now."
Kong Kun pursed her lips and was about to leave.
"Halt!" Lin Yaru shouted as she reached out her hand to stop Kong Kun.
"What do you want?" I snapped at Lin Yaru.
Lin Yaru was stunned again. She looked at Kong Kun, then at me before slowly lowering her arm.
"Go —" I said to Kong Kun.
Kong Kun gave me a long look, then walked to the door, opened it, and left.
I knew, perhaps, that this would be the last time I would see Kong Kun, and the last time she would see me.
Watching Kong Kun leave, Lin Yaru glared at me. "Vice Commander-in-chief, you … you just let her go like that."
"Yes, why? You are not convinced? " "No," I said.
"I —" Lin Yaru was speechless.
"I naturally have my own reasons for doing so. I will personally explain it to the commander in chief, so you don't have to worry too much about it. Remember your status, don't say anything you shouldn't say or do anything you shouldn't." I said in a low voice.
Lin Yaru blinked her eyes and said, "Vice Commander-in-chief, I suddenly understand what you mean."
I looked at Lin Yaru strangely. "What do you understand?"
"Do you want to plot against us, planning for Kong Kun to work for us and make her a double agent? If so, Kong Kun can send Wu De some information that we've purposely arranged to confuse him." Lin Yaru seemed to really understand and continued, "If that's the case, then it's really good. Why didn't I think of that just now? This is obviously a good move. "
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