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C1397 Cardiopyrexia

I also smiled faintly. "It seems that my feelings aren't necessarily incorrect. Perhaps, I won't be able to sense it even after all this time."

Qin Lu looked at me for a moment and said, "First, let's drink a toast. It's meaningless to be entangled in this issue. Sometimes, we just let things happen, and our hearts don't belong to us."

I laughed and drank first a glass of wine, and Qin Lu also dried up, and then she poured wine for us.

"Yi Ke, we've known each other for a long time, right?" Qin Lu said after pouring the wine.

"Yes, it's not short!" "No," I said.

"It's been a while since we went to class together. If it wasn't for that Party school class, maybe we wouldn't know each other until now and maybe we won't know each other in the future. " Qin Lu said.

"Yes." I nodded.

"So, we are destined to be together. We should thank the Party school for that class." Qin Lu said.

"Thank you. Is that so? Do I need to thank you? " "No," I said.

"Yes, of course we have to thank you. Don't you think that our understanding is a very beautiful thing?" Qin Lu said: "vast sea of people, you and I can meet each other, this is such a good fate. Ever since I met you, I feel that my life has begun anew. Life becomes so new and meaningful. "

"This is too exaggerated." I laughed. "Why didn't I feel it?"

"Because there are too many women around you, because I don't occupy an important place in your heart." Qin Lu said faintly.

"This doesn't seem to have anything to do with it." "No," I said.

"What do you think it has to do with?" Qin Lu said.

"I don't know." "No," I said.

"You're very cunning, you know, but you won't tell me." Qin Lu giggled.

I said, "I really don't know. I'm not crafty at all. "

"The craftier a person is, the more they declare themselves to be honest." Qin Lu said.

"Since you say so, then I'm speechless." "No," I said.

"There are a lot of women around you, but there aren't many men around me. You're the most important man around me." Qin Lu said, "Actually, I've always liked you. Don't you feel it?"

I said, "I'm not a fool, so of course I can feel it. But I feel that between us, we are just friends. We can be good friends, but we won't break a bottom line. Furthermore, I also feel that you actually have a man that you like more. "

"What do you mean?" Qin Lu looked at me.

I said, "You know that very well. "Hehe."

"Say it, I want you to say it," Qin Lu said stubbornly, with an unreadable smile on her face.

"Is it fun to say it?" "No," I said.

"Of course it's interesting!" Qin Lu said.

"Forget it, I think it's better not to say it." For some things, it's good that everyone understands. " "No," I said.

Qin Lu was silent for a moment, then said, "I know what you mean by that. Yes, that's right, I have a man by my side, and I only have two men by my side. One is you, and the other is him. Want to know who he is? "

"I don't want to!" "No," I said.

"But I want to tell you." Qin Lu said.

I was stunned and looked at Qin Lu.

"Although I've always kept this a secret and haven't told anyone, tonight, I actually want to tell you that in the near future, this isn't a secret." Qin Lu said.

"What do you mean?" "No," I said.

"There's no meaning. I just want you to know that I want to give you a completely clear explanation. I want you to understand the true thoughts in my heart." Qin Lu said.

I was silent.

Qin Lu was also silent. After a while, she said, "The man beside me is actually Guan Yunfei."

Qin Lu looked at me as if she was waiting for me to make an expression of shock. However, she was disappointed. I looked at Qin Lu with a faint smile. "Hmm."

"You knew?" Qin Lu said in an unexpected tone.

I didn't directly answer Qin Lu's question. Instead, I lit a cigarette, took two puffs and said, "Qin Lu, do you remember the time when I called you at Hsinghai Hotel? Do you still remember when I told you who I was with in the lobby of the Hsinghai Hotel? "

"I remember." Qin Lu nodded.

"I told me that time that I was chatting with Teacher Xie in the lobby of the Hsinghai Hotel. Do you think I called you by accident or accident? " I looked at Qin Lu.

"You —" Qin Lu looked at me.

"I purposely called you. Yes, I met Teacher Xie in the hotel lobby by accident, but before that, I didn't mean to see you enter the elevator, and I didn't mean to see Minister Guan enter the elevator as well." "No," I said.

"Did you mean to call me to remind me?" Qin Lu said.

"What do you think?" "No," I said.

Qin Lu looked at me with her big eyes and said, "You guessed Minister Guan and me. You didn't want Xie Fei to meet us. You... "You did it for me …"

"Maybe so." "No," I said.

"So, you know the relationship between Guan Yunfei and me?" Qin Lu said.

"I can probably guess." "No," I said.

"When did you find out?" Qin Lu said.

"When did I forget? But I had the feeling that it was the first time, and I just didn't say it out loud. Also, don't worry, I'm not the type of person who likes to pass on the message, I didn't tell anyone." "No," I said.

Actually, I already told this to Qiu Tong. I lied to Qin Lu.

"In other words, you didn't tell Xie Fei about this?" Qin Lu said.

"If I had, would I have called you that day?" "No," I said.

"Yes, I'm stupid. I shouldn't have asked you that." Qin Lu said.

I also think that Qin Lu's question is very stupid.

"Do you think I'm despicable? "A despicable mistress." Qin Lu said.

"I don't want to make any comment about other people's affairs!" "No," I said.

"But you will definitely have your own opinion in your heart. That is what you will definitely think in your heart." Qin Lu said.

I took a deep drag on my cigarette and said nothing.

"Even I feel that I am very despicable. I know that I am playing a disgraceful role. I am a despicable mistress." Qin Lu said.

"If I know, why would I do that?" "No," I said.

Qin Lu lowered her head in silence.

I lifted my glass, took a sip, and looked at Qin Lu.

After a long while, Qin Lu raised her glass and drained it dry. Suddenly, she started laughing, with a strange smile on her face.

"Why would you do that? That's a good question. " Qin Lu said: "I often ask myself that question, but I soon found out the answer."

I looked at Qin Lu.

"It's because I'm in the government, it's because I want to be famous, it's because I don't want to be lonely and remain unknown in the government for the rest of my life. If I wasn't in the government, maybe I wouldn't have done this, but since I'm in the government, I definitely can't allow myself to continue to decline like this."

Qin Lu continued, "If a woman wants to make a fool of herself, she has to find a backer, a backer who can make her own name known. As a woman, the best way to find a backer is to use her unique resources, which is the most effective, convenient, and realistic way to find a strong backer. Of course, I won't casually find a man I don't like. Guan Yunfei is actually a very interesting and intelligent man. "At least I can accept it in my heart.

I stared at Qin Lu in shock. How could Qin Lu have such a thought? Could it be that if a government woman wanted to climb up the ladder, she could only use her body to make a deal?

Qin Lu continued, "In the government, I have a plan for myself, a plan for rapid progress and rapid promotion, and of course a plan for my future life. I yearn to get ahead, I yearn for glory and glory, I yearn to be a man, I yearn to live a life without worries. However, to me, who has no family background or strong backing, it's obviously impossible not to take such a shortcut.

"This is your logic, this is your opinion!" "No," I said.

"Yes, although my view is not very good, although it may sound very shameless, it is very realistic. We are all living in this real world, living in this real world, we all have to face the reality. There is always a gap between reality and dreams. This gap can only be realized through a shortcut. " Qin Lu said.

Qin Lu's logic gave me a headache, and I felt like my head was swelling. I said, "So, do you have what you want now? Do you think your shortcut worked? "

A sneer appeared on Qin Lu's face, "Although I haven't achieved it yet, it will come true sooner or later. It will come true very soon. I'm taking steps to turn my dream into reality. "

I said fearfully, "How do you plan to turn your so-called dream into reality?"

Qin Lu smiled at me. "Actually, I don't care about my position as the mistress anymore."

"What do you mean?" "No," I said.

"Because I'm not going to be Little San soon. I'm going to take off Little San's hat." Qin Lu said decisively.

"You —" I couldn't speak for a moment.

"Do you understand me?" Qin Lu said.

"No —" I shook my head, more frightened than ever.

"If you don't understand, then let me tell you. As my relationship with Guan Yunfei progressed and became deeper, and as my confidence grew, I have already revealed my cards to Guan Yunfei." Qin Lu said.

"A showdown?" "No," I said.

"Yes —" Qin Lu nodded.

"You want Minister Guan and Teacher Xie to get divorced and then get married to you?" "No," I said.

"Yes. "I can't stand being a mistress in the dark. I want to be the proper Madam Guan. I want to be the official Minister's wife. I want to be Guan Yunfei's legal wife." Qin Lu gritted her teeth and said.

"In other words, you have to break up Minister Guan's family." "No," I said.

"There's no other way. After coming to this step, I have no other choice. This is the only way." Qin Lu said: "Although I know that doing this would be unfair to Xie Fei, but what about me? Who's sorry for me? Am I the life of a mistress for the rest of my life? Do I have to pay for my youth and my life? "Honestly speaking, Guan Yunfei has feelings for me. I even feel that his feelings for me are deeper than Xie Fei's. Since that's the case, then they won't be able to live a good life together. It's better to just let things go."

"You mean. Minister Guan agreed to your request? " "No," I said.

"Even if he doesn't agree, I have to. I have no other choice, and neither does he. I've given him an ultimatum. " Qin Lu said.2

"An ultimatum? What kind of an ultimatum? " "No," I said.

Qin Lu didn't say anything, but her eyes were full of confidence.

In her opinion, Guan Yunfei is afraid of the weakness in my hands and doesn't dare to reject my request. In her view, as long as I marry Guan Yunfei, then my career in the future will be smooth sailing and I will have what I have always wanted.

This was too scary. Qin Lu was such a woman. She could actually do such a thing for the benefit of reality.

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