C1398 Step by Step
1It seemed that Guan Yunfei must have given Qin Lu some kind of promise as Qin Lu kept pressing on step by step. Otherwise, Qin Lu wouldn't have such a confident expression on her face.
Although I don't know what this weakness is, it must be able to have a major impact on Guan Yunfei, or even a fatal blow. This weakness must be able to have a huge restraining effect on Guan Yunfei's political life, otherwise he wouldn't have promised Qin Lu.
I think Guan Yunfei might regret it now, but why did it have to be? Of course, Guan Yunfei might really like Qin Lu in his heart and was indifferent to her feelings. Perhaps he really wanted to marry Qin Lu, so under Qin Lu's pressure, he could push things along.
Of course, these were my speculations, but they seemed logical.
Qin Lu was finally going to make a move on Xie Fei. If that was the case, would Xie Fei help Qin Lu and Guan Yunfei?
Although from what I felt before, Xie Fei doesn't seem to have a good relationship with Guan Yunfei, but is Xie Fei willing to admit defeat so easily? Would she give up so easily?
Also, would Guan Yunfei really be willing to divorce Xie Fei? If Qin Lu could grasp his weakness, could Xie Fei also have something that Guan Yunfei was afraid of? After all, Guan Yunfei and Xie Fei had been together for so long, Xie Fei knew quite a lot of things about him.
Thus, even though Qin Lu was one-sided, what kind of choice and decision would Guan Yunfei make? What would Xie Fei do with it? Even if she didn't have Guan Yunfei's secret or evidence in her hands, if she was going to report Guan Yunfei to the organization department, if she went to the political and legal committee to cause trouble with Qin Lu, it would be bad for everyone, especially Guan Yunfei. This should be something that Guan Yunfei dreaded and was worried about.
Of course, with my understanding of Xie Fei, based on the lessons she has learnt and her character, she might not do that. This kind of method is too low grade, too low grade.
But I think so. Would Guan Yunfei think so? He might actually be worried that Xie Fei would do that.
Of course, according to Guan Yunfei's shrewdness, if he really wanted to agree to Qin Lu's request, then he should first quietly find a reason to break up with Xie Feiping without exposing his relationship with Qin Lu, and then marry Qin Lu.
However, things went on as if they were out of control. Qin Lu kept pressing on and maybe Xie Fei already knew the relationship between Guan Yunfei and Qin Lu. If that was the case, then Guan Yunfei would do it too late and it would be meaningless.
Besides, Guan Yunfei might not really be willing to divorce Xie Fei. If he hadn't noticed it before, then he should have figured out Qin Lu's thoughts and knew that it was Xie Fei and not Qin Lu that could bring him a peaceful life. Perhaps in his eyes, Xie Fei was a suitable wife for him, and Qin Lu's most suitable role was to be his lover.
It was indeed like that. Of all the women in this world, some were suitable to live as wives, while others were only suitable to be lovers. Women who were suitable to be lovers were never suitable to be wives.
Then, how would Guan Yunfei act in this situation? What would happen to Xie Fei?
However, I had a premonition that a storm was about to break out, and this storm might completely destroy Guan Yunfei's political future. Old Guan did not manage his little brother well enough, and this was finally going to lead to a huge disaster.
Even though Xie Fei normally doesn't appear to be secretive, from what I can tell, she's definitely not someone who doesn't know what's going on between Old Guan and Qin Lu. She might have already known about the two of them.
Thinking about it this way, Qin Lu seemed to be too anxious, too eager to achieve what she wanted. She was threatening Guan Yunfei with the weakness she was holding, which was equivalent to putting him in a situation where he had no way to retreat.
Similarly, Qin Lu's way of doing things might force Xie Fei into a corner. If Xie Fei was determined not to divorce her, then the outcome would be hard to predict.
On the one hand, she felt that Qin Lu was very scary, and on the other hand, she felt very pitiful. In the end, Qin Lu felt that she was doing this out of a desire for her own selfish desires, out of a desperate attempt to seize fame and fortune.
Did a woman have to be promoted to an official just because she was involved in the government? Wasn't it better to be ordinary and have no desires, and let nature take its course?
Of course, everyone had their own ambitions. Perhaps Qin Lu herself was a woman who liked being a government official. She yearned for power, for fame, for those dazzling halos, for her ability to rise above the masses.
This seems understandable. Why can't women desire what a man desires? In this man-dominated government, if a woman wanted to rely on her own skills to get out, it would not be easy if she didn't have a backer or a backer. How many women like Qiu Tong? Isn't Cao Lee the same?
Of course, when she thought of Cao Lee, it seemed to her that there was some difference between her and Qin Lu. Cao Lee was chaotic, any man would stick to her, and Qin Lu seemed to be relatively professional.
Everyone has their own way of life, everyone has their own way of doing things. I have mine, Qiu Tong's, Cao Lee's, and Qin Lu's.
I didn't know how to evaluate Qin Lu's actions, but I couldn't help but feel sad.
"Qin Lu, does Teacher Xie know about the matter between you and Minister Guan?" "No," I said.
Of course, perhaps if Guan Yunfei didn't tell her, she would find out through other means as well. It's not important, what's important is that she will know sooner or later, the important thing is that she can be a wise person and understand my situation. I know it's not easy as a woman, but isn't it easy for her to be me? Can she understand what I gave her? Besides, Guan Yunfei personally told me that he doesn't love Xie Fei anymore. Since he doesn't love her anymore, is there still any meaning in forcing them together again? In fact, from a certain point of view, what I did could be considered as fulfilling her wish. " Qin Lu said, "Also, Guan Yunfei told me personally that he really likes me and loves me a lot."
I don't know whether to laugh or cry. Qin Lu's logic is obviously very shameless and she is obviously very stupid. A man, in front of his lover, would say that he loves his wife a lot? Not even love, especially when you're doing it. If a lover asks a man if he loves me or his wife, the answer is obvious.
Qin Lu had been poisoned.
"Do you really think Minister Guan loves you a lot?" "No," I said.
"I'm confident that my feelings aren't wrong." Qin Lu smiled slightly. Her smile was really confident.
"Are you sure Minister Guan doesn't love Teacher Xie?" I said again.
"Can I not believe what he told me? I must believe it! " Qin Lu said, "I believe in one thing. There can only be one woman that a man truly loves. Since he said he loves me, then he won't love Xie Fei anymore. Of course, I believe that he might have loved Xie Fei before, but that definitely isn't the case now."
"Are you that sure?" "No," I said.
"Of course. If I don't have that much confidence, why would I stay in the government?" Qin Lu said.
"Were you blinded by something?" "No," I said.
"No, I saw it clearly. I saw my future clearly. I only choose my own path, and I know it very well. " Qin Lu said.
I couldn't help but be confused. "Why are you telling me about what happened tonight?"
Qin Lu looked at me and said slowly, "Because you are the man I trust the most. You're a man I can trust. That time you were able to call me at the Hsinghai Hotel to tell me about Xie Fei's situation in the lobby, which fully proves that you were actually good to me. Between Xie Fei and me, you were biased towards me, and I was not mistaken in the slightest. "
I can say five words, except for a wry smile.
I seem to feel that what I did before was not right. If I knew earlier, I might as well have let Xie Fei run into them. Perhaps, I might not be able to do what I did today.
At the same time, he felt vaguely sorry for Xie Fei.
Qin Lu continued, "It's the truth. I don't have any prejudice towards Xie Fei herself, and I even have great respect for her. I know her to be a very cultured and intelligent woman, and even now, I often feel sorry for her."
I looked at Qin Lu.
Qin Lu sighed and said, "But, I really have no other way. I can't refuse my own pursuit of the ideal, I can't let my life plan fail, I hope to minimize the harm to Xie Fei. Of course, if Xie Fei doesn't have any relationship with Guan Yunfei, it would be best if she doesn't want to divorce Guan Yunfei. "This way, I'll feel a little bit better in my heart.
I was a little angry in my heart and said to Qin Lu, "Is it only because of your so-called dream and life planning that you can't do anything about it? Is that why you're so eager to blackmail Minister Guan into marrying you? Do you think your reasons are good enough? Do you think you're right? Do you know that these so-called reasons of yours are extremely repulsive? Do you know that doing so would make people despise you?
Everyone has their own goals. That's right, but the ways and means to achieve your goals can only be realized by fighting on your own. Do you think it's glorious for you to realize your goals through this kind of profitable marriage? Do you really think you can be happy? By doing so, by basing your happiness on the destruction of others, who can you trust? Am I right to live on my conscience? Right to live on the basic moral bottom line of society? For an official like this, even if you reached a whole new status in the future, would you feel at ease? "Think about it."
Qin Lu lowered her head and thought for a long time. Suddenly, her eyes turned red.
I stared at Qin Lu.
"Perhaps my so-called reasons are a bit far-fetched, perhaps it is not my entire reason, perhaps it is really very shameless and despicable, but …" There is a reality that forced me to make this choice, and this reality forced me into a dead end. I really have nowhere else to go, and I don't want to go any other way. " Qin Lu wiped her eyes as she spoke.
"What facts?" I'm curious.
Qin Lu looked at me for a long time before she slowly said, "I'm pregnant."
"What?" I almost jumped up from the couch.
At this moment, without my friends around, I was stunned.
"Are you pregnant?" In the end, I didn't jump up. I stared at Qin Lu and stammered, "Whose is it?"
After saying that, I immediately felt like a fool. Why would I ask such a question? Who else could it be? Based on Qin Lu's conversation today, it was obviously the same old story.
Qin Lu looked at my stupefied expression and lightly said, "It wouldn't be yours no matter who it is. Don't worry."
I said awkwardly, "I know it's not mine. "I know."
Damn, I've never slept with Qin Lu before, how could it be mine! He couldn't possibly be pregnant just by holding hands, as if he had never heard of such a thing.
"It's Guan Yunfei's." Qin Lu said.
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