1400: C1400 Irresponsible

C1400 Irresponsible

"But do you dare to deny that you have something similar in common?" "No," I said.

"I won't deny it, but the resemblance is very small, yes, I took my marriage with Guan Yunfei seriously, after we got married, I will be a good wife, I will do my duty as a couple, whether I love him or not, I will play my role well, of course, I want to have a lover, for love's sake, that is you, other than you and Guan Yunfei, I will not have any relationship with any other man."

"Shut up," I interrupted her roughly, glaring at Qin Lu. "Qin Lu, you are not only ruining yourself, you are also ruining others. In a sense, you are not responsible to yourself, but to others as well. You are playing your own game and destroying your own life. I'll tell you again, I'm not going to be your lover, and you think it's okay if you just wishful thinking. No way, you can't do anything to me. "

"Hur hur." Qin Lu laughed, "Yi Ke, look, you are really stubborn. What do you think is wrong with me? Am I beautiful? Am I not gentle enough? Am I not good enough for you? As your lover, you won't suffer any loss. I can give you things that no woman by your side can give you, what they can give you I can give you, what they can't give you, I can give you. "I understand your personality. I like your personality, but I understand my own personality even better. I will definitely get the man I like, and I will definitely get him as well."

I was completely speechless. I looked at Qin Lu and was speechless for a long time.

Actually, don't you realize that there are many similarities between us? Our personalities are very compatible, and every conversation between us is very happy, and we are always mixing in the government, so in the future we will have more common language, and a lot of government ideas will be interlinked. In the future, we will have more common interests, and we will have more common interests, no matter whether it is in the government or outside the government.

Qin Lu continued, "I actually know, I know, that even though you disapprove of my actions, you do not hate me in your heart. You like me, and besides what you disapprove of, there is nothing else that makes you feel uncomfortable, and what you disapprove of, as time goes by, you will slowly figure it out, you will understand me, you will accept it.

I am in front of you, I am together with you, I can be a comrade-in-arms and an unbreakable ally. At the same time, I will also be your most considerate and gentle woman, I will be a woman who can satisfy all of your needs. As long as you are willing to let me do what you want, I will give you anything you want, and I am willing to give up everything for you. Of course, that doesn't include what I'm doing right now. "

"Qin Lu, I don't want to think that you are a bad woman, I know that you aren't a bad woman, but I really disagree with what you are doing now, you are playing with fire, of course, everyone has their own way of life, since you have chosen your own path, I have no right to talk about it, nor do I have the right to stop you, but I want to say, you make me feel that you are a woman whose ambition is rapidly expanding, and outside of the government, you are also a strong woman, you like control, you have a strong desire to control."

Qin Lu laughed, "You are only half right. Not bad, I am a ambitious person in the government. In other words, who is not ambitious as long as they have ideals and goals? What's wrong with that? Don't you have ambitions in the government? You don't have to deny it. A person who did not have any ambition in the government could only be called a useless person. Such a person would be looked down upon by others.

Outside of the office, you said that I was a strong woman who had a desire to control. That was not right, perhaps I would have a desire to control others, but to you, I will not, I love you so much, you are the best man I have ever seen worth loving, in front of you, I am willing to be a docile little sheep, I will be obedient to you, I will let you feel what a woman I am, I will let you feel all my tenderness.

Also, I know that many women around you treat you very well. There are even many women who treat you that way. As for who these women are, I don't want to say it out loud. I just want to tell you, first, I won't destroy your marriage with Hai Zhu, and I will even bless you for having a peaceful and harmonious family. Secondly, even if you have other women, I won't interfere to get jealous.

Look, I'm so tolerant of you, and I'm so fond of you, and I don't have to force you to fall in love with me, I just know that I love you, that I can enjoy true love with the person I love, and that's enough. "

I looked at Qin Lu with an unfathomable gaze. "Qin Lu, I feel that you're pitiful, hateful and lamentable."

"No matter what you think of me, I won't be angry, nor will I be sad. I know that you will look at me this way, but seeing you look at me this way also means that you care about me. I have my place in your heart." Qin Lu said: "Actually, sometimes, I also thought about it myself, I know I'm pitiful and pathetic and hateful, I even despise myself and hate myself, but that's only in the deep of the night when I'm alone, when the day breaks and I open my eyes and go back to this real world, I still have no choice.

What do you think I should do now that I've come this far with Lao Guan? Should I give up? Should I retreat? Should I have a baby? Should I be the little granny's life? Should I endure the end of this humiliation? This is obviously not in line with my character, this is obviously not fair to me, on what basis should I do this, on what basis should I? "

Qin Lu was slightly excited, her eyes turning red.

I was speechless again as I stared blankly at Qin Lu.

"Do you think it's appropriate for me to have a child by myself so that it can be called a bastard? Do you think it's fair for me to have illegitimate children and accept the scorn and scorn of those around me? Do you want me to be happy because of something that will ruin my life? " Qin Lu questioned me again, her voice trembling slightly.

I stared at Qin Lu, not knowing what to say.

Perhaps, from a certain point of view, Qin Lu's way of looking at things made sense to her, and she was confident and confident.

However, I still found it hard to accept Qin Lu's cooking.

Now that things had come to this point, who was to blame? Blame the high officials? Blame Old Guan for behaving in such a perverted manner? Blame Xie Fei for not giving Old Guan a child?

I can't think straight. My mind is in a mess.

"Enough, let's eat!" I finished my last drink and began to eat.

Qin Lu also ate in silence.

After we finished eating, I said, "You should rest."

"What about you?" Qin Lu said.

"I'm leaving!" "No," I said.

"You —" Qin Lu looked at me. "You can't leave."

"Why?" "No," I said.

"My ankle is still hurting, my head is still hurting. If you leave, what if I have any other symptoms in the middle of the night?" Qin Lu looked at me piteously.

After Qin Lu said this, I had nothing to say. My heart even softened a little, yes, I hit her, I caused her body to feel uncomfortable, I did not give her a good massage on her ankle, and the back of her head was still aching. This was all caused by me.

I sighed and said, "You don't need to move. I'll give you more massage."

"Alright." Qin Lu laughed.

I sighed again, got up, went over to Qin Lu, squatted down, and gave her another push on her ankle.

I lowered my head and focused on the massage, hoping to get it done for her as soon as possible.

As I was pushing her, Qin Lu's hand gently caressed my head, caressing my neck. She sighed softly and said, "Yi Ke." I wish you'd keep pushing me like this. I wish my ankle hurt every day. "

"Keep dreaming." "No," I said.

"Don't be so hard on me, okay?" Qin Lu said in a begging tone.

I looked up and saw that Qin Lu was a little upset.

He could not help but soften his heart. He did not say a word and continued to lower his head to push her.

Qin Lu continued to stroke my neck with her hand, gently, and then pinched my shoulder.

"Don't touch me." "No," I said.

"Don't talk, just push yours." Qin Lu said softly.

"I won't concentrate if you do this." "No," I said.

"Hur hur." Qin Lu chuckled and said, "It's alright. I like it. Sigh. Should I be thankful for today's bad weather? Without it, how could we have bumped into each other? "

My heart skipped a beat. "Apart from the back of your head and your ankle, you don't have any abnormal feelings, do you?"

"Eh. Seems not. " Qin Lu said.

"That's good." "No," I said.

"What's wrong? What are you thinking of? " Qin Lu said.

"I didn't think about that, just randomly ask." "No," I said.

I continued to focus on the massage, and Qin Lu's hand gently caressed my ear, caressing my earlobe.

After a while, Qin Lu seemed to mutter to herself, "Every night when I sleep in my bed, I feel like a real day has passed. Actually, I know that the most important thing in life is not only hard work, but also direction. "

I didn't say anything.

Qin Lu continued to talk to herself, "Actually, I know that the more you think about this world, this life, this life, this reality, the more trouble you will encounter. The more you fear, the more people will bully you, and the less you fear, the less people will dare to bully you.

This was how the world worked. The more cowardly you were, the more others would try to take advantage of you. Even if you were a bit more unyielding, it would actually be to curry favor with you. Don't just give in. When you feel wronged, say No! It's the stupidest thing in the world to hold back and retreat. "

After listening to Qin Lu's words, I had an indescribable feeling in my heart. I raised my head and looked at her. "Do you feel much better when you stand up and walk around?"

"Alright." Qin Lu smiled at me as she stood up and took two steps. "I feel much better now. Walking isn't that painful anymore."

I breathed a sigh of relief. "What about the back of your head? Does it still hurt? "

"It still hurts." Qin Lu said.1

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