1568: C1568 Sorry

C1568 Sorry

Actually, the one who should say sorry is me, I'm sorry to you, to your parents, and even more so to my parents. None of this would have happened without me, and it was all my fault after all. "Are you willing to believe my explanation regarding me and Qin Lu?"

"What can I do if I don't believe it? Qin Lu is already dead, what's the point of arguing about this now? Do I have any other choice?" Hai Zhu's voice sounded helpless and sorrowful.

Hai Zhu's words made my heart a little empty. I knew that even though she said it this way, her heart still couldn't let go of the scandal between Qin Lu and me. Although she didn't want to believe it, she couldn't believe it.

I don't know when the doubts in her mind will be dispelled, I don't know how long she'll keep it in her mind, it seems to give me a bad feeling.

Hai Zhu continued, "From the beginning of the incident until now, I have thought about many things and even thought of the worst possible ending, but in the end, I still couldn't take that step forward. In the end, I still returned to your side, and I still couldn't make myself give up on you, I am already your person, my body and mind are all yours, even though this storm has exhausted me completely, but I still have no choice but to face reality, facing the reality of what has happened.

Maybe you're right. Life has to go on. Life has to go on. We have gone through the season of love, we have already started marriage, what marriage is, perhaps it is life, it is the tea, it is two people together for a lifetime, they have to walk that long together, the road may not be so smooth and smooth.

Maybe I should learn how to strengthen my ability to resist the waves of the storm, maybe I haven't reached the point of complete despair and collapse. So, I still came over, so, I came back. "

Hai Zhu sighed again as she spoke.

Hai Zhu's words moved me a little. I touched Hai Zhu's hand with my own. Then, I held it and held her somewhat cold hand in mine.

Hai Zhu's hands trembled slightly, but she did not refuse.

Then we were silent.

I knew that this silence could not continue. The night was still long, and I had no intention of sleeping. Hai Zhu also did not seem to have the same intention. After lying together for so long, it was not normal to lie like this for an entire night.

"Zhu." "No," I said.

"Yes." Hai Zhu promised in the dark.

It was as if her voice was nervous, yet also filled with anticipation. She seemed to know what we were going to do tonight, and she seemed to know it wasn't normal not to do something.

"Let's live a good life in the future." "No," I said.

"Hmm, I don't have any other extravagant hopes. I just want to live a normal life, only hoping that I can live a normal life, hoping that my marriage and life will be peaceful and safe. I only hope that I can enjoy what an ordinary woman can obtain, and I only hope that I can enjoy my marriage in peace and tranquility." Hai Zhu said.

Hai Zhu's words moved me a little, and my heart ached a little. I couldn't help but let go of Hai Zhu's hand and reached under her neck to embrace her.

Hai Zhu's body shuddered once again. It was as if this brief separation had made her feel a little unfamiliar. This strangeness also made her a little nervous.

I pulled back my arm to try to pull Hai Zhu's body closer, but she didn't move. She seemed to be in a passive position.

I moved closer to her, pressing my body against hers and my face against hers.

He felt that Hai Zhu's body was slightly stiff and trembling, but her cheeks were a little hot.

Suddenly I felt something hot and wet on Hai Zhu's face. I stuck out my tongue and licked it. It was salty.

I sighed to myself, and then I leaned over and kissed her face, the salt on her face, her eyes.

As I kissed her, my other hand passed over Hai Zhu's body and took hers.

Hai Zhu lay there unmoving, allowing me to kiss her. The hand that was held by me moved slightly. It was a subtle initiative.

As if encouraged, I half rose and continued to kiss her.

Hai Zhu's body also started to relax a little.

But at this moment, even though Hai Zhu and I were deeply kissing, my body didn't seem to react at all. It was as though I was just doing this mechanically, as if I was trying to prove something through these actions.

I was a little anxious, a little anxious, and I knew it was out of the question.

I closed my eyes and tried to concentrate. I pulled Hai Zhu's body over mine and we lay face to face.

Hai Zhu's body trembled slightly as her breathing quickened.

At this moment, my body also started to react, which made me secretly heave a sigh of relief.

But I knew that I could not relax in the slightest at this time. The revolution had not yet succeeded, and comrades still had to work hard.

Thus, I continued...

Finally, after a long time, we arrived at the same time and did the perfect thing.

I was completely relieved, my body suddenly weak.

In the darkness, we were all silent, just panting.

Suddenly there was something hot and wet on my cheek, and I knew what it was.

"You're crying again." I whispered.

Hai Zhu didn't say anything. She raised her hand and seemed to be wiping away her tears.

Following that, I heard Hai Zhu let out a long sigh, as if she, like me, needed to do the job perfectly.

It seemed that both she and I needed to prove something with a perfect act, to free something, to release something, to find a sense of comfort and security in what we were doing.

The thought made me feel a pang of fear.

Even though I was terrified, I felt that this was something that we needed to do, something that seemed necessary and important to our present and future.

I feebly rolled off Hai Zhu and lay on my back. I opened my eyes and looked at the endless darkness before me.

This emptiness and loss made me feel lost, depressed, and a little frightened.

Hai Zhu said in the dark, "Brother, you've worked hard."

Seeing Hai Zhu's expression, I laughed silently in the darkness.

After that, Hai Zhu started to clean up the battlefield, and after cleaning it up, she laid down beside me. She took the initiative to embrace my body, pressing her face against my chest and muttering to herself for a long time, "It's all over. It was all over. Everything went back to the past. The old days are back. "

I caressed Hai Zhuguang's clean body. "Yes."

A perfect act that was important to both Hai Zhu and me seemed to take away all unpleasantness, to make everything return to normal, as if the old days had really come back, as if the act of doing that had put an end to everything that had happened.

I don't know why, but Qiu Tong's shadow suddenly appeared in my head, making my body involuntarily tremble.

"What's the matter with you?" Hai Zhu asked me.

"I feel a little cold." I felt a little weak in my heart and hurriedly said.

Hai Zhu pulled the quilt up, tucked in the corner, and then rushed into my arms, silent.

I suddenly felt apologetic towards Hai Zhu, but I also felt guilty towards Qiu Tong.

This caused my heart to be thrown into disarray, and I felt a bit sad and conflicted.

At this time, in the distant Hsinghai, what was Qiu Tong doing? I can't help but think this way.

It is as though I have always been stuck in a dilemma, as though I have always been unable to extricate myself from it.

If he could think of one thing, it would be heaven. If he couldn't think of another, it would be hell. Even though I thought that, I still couldn't get over it.

"Brother, do you know what the two most important things in a man's life are?" Hai Zhu whispered, gently stroking my chest.

"I don't know." I said absently.

"Don't know?" "Then I'll tell you." Hai Zhu said: "The two important things in a man's life are doing business and accompanying his wife!"

"Oh."

"Do you still love me?" Hai Zhu said again.

"Love —"

"How much?"

"As much as ever." "No," I said, confused.

"This won't do. I can't love you like I used to. I have to love you more and more!" Hai Zhu said.

"Oh, okay!" I said, my brain a little jumbled.

"I will never allow marriage to become the tomb of love. Never." Hai Zhu said again.

"Oh."

"So, we have to properly manage our marriage, manage our love, love is exclusive to him, I will not allow anyone to touch my love, my man, or damage my happiness. No one, no matter what, can, never."

"Yes."

"Would you be bored if I called you often to ask where you were doing what you were doing and who you were with?" Hai Zhu said.

"Nope." I said to myself.

"If it won't happen then so be it. As your wife, I have the right to do so. Other than me, no one else has the right and right to do so." Hai Zhu seemed pleased with my answer.

I didn't say anything.

"I hope that I won't hear rumors about you and Qin Lu in the future. It's fine after this incident, but it's definitely not possible in the future."

"Yes."

"Remember, you are mine, only mine. No one is allowed to share with me!" Hai Zhu emphasized her tone.

"Yes."

"Of course, I'm also yours, only yours. I'll be yours for the rest of my life. Other than you, I won't have any thoughts towards any man!"

"Yes."

"Similarly, you are not allowed to have any feelings for any woman, absolutely not allowed!" Hai Zhu emphasized her tone.

"Yes." My heart began to feel weak and a little sad.

"Although you may not be able to return to the Ningzhou for the time being, you will have to return sooner or later. Although my previous plan has failed, I believe that if I were to suffer a setback and gain some wisdom, I will definitely succeed!" Hai Zhu said.

I was speechless for a moment.

"I won't go back to Hsinghai. We need to end the days of separation. Only if you come back will there be no choice!" In Hsinghai, I live in fear, but in Ningzhou, it's different. I feel safe here in my hometown, if you want to mix in government, I won't stop you. If you want to work in government, then that's fine.

Actually, I have always felt that the workplace is where you can move freely, where you can better display your talents. However, you must stubbornly go ahead and become an official, so do it. If you do it well, you will be able to bring honor to your ancestors, so it doesn't matter if you do it well or not, we still have some tricks up our sleeves. "

I exhaled softly.

"This Dong Xue has always been speaking so arrogantly. Now that we're married, I don't think she can stir up any trouble. She's really an overconfident person. What a joke, how pitiful and despicable." After a while, Hai Zhu said bitterly.

When I heard Hai Zhu mention Dong Xue, my heart was in chaos again. Remembering the matter of Dong Xue taking care of my mother at home a few days ago, I couldn't help but feel a little guilty.

I know that my parents would not tell Hai Zhu that Dong Xue came to my house to look after my mother. They wouldn't be that stupid.

Of course, I wouldn't tell anyone.

Only, I don't know if Dong Xue would take the initiative to say it out loud when she saw Hai Zhu.

As he thought about it this way, he felt slightly uneasy in his heart.

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