349: C349 There Is a Hidden Meaning in His Words

C349 There Is a Hidden Meaning in His Words

"Ah?" Qi Yun's words made Qin Feng panic. It was as if Qi Yun already knew about the agreement he made with Zhao Haixia.1

"What, is it inconvenient?" Qi Yun tilted his head and looked at Qin Feng. "Haha. If it's not convenient, we can change the day. Anyway, there will be plenty of opportunities in the future. Young man, it's normal for things to happen. Right, the other day, you said you wanted to take a leave of absence. What happened in the end? " What made Qin Feng feel gratified was that Qi Yun did not continue to dwell on the matter of you having dinner together that night. Instead, he changed the topic.

"Nothing much." Qin Feng shook his head. He felt a sense of loss. There were many times when he wanted to make a phone call. However, he didn't dare to press the phone button. He didn't have the courage to press it. In the end, it forcefully suppressed the thought. However, the longing in his heart grew stronger. At the same time... A thought that wanted to ascend as soon as possible surged into Qin Feng's mind. In his opinion, As long as you can reach a certain height, you'll have a chance to decide things you can't decide right now. Perhaps he and Lin Xuemei would have the chance. Perhaps, the impossible would become possible. Perhaps, the thing that was supposed to be the biggest regret in his life might become his happiness. Qin Feng didn't dare to think about those possibilities, but... But then I feel like if I don't fight for it, So... He still needed to work hard.

"Qin Feng, you have to know that... What can we do? He could only try his best not to feel any regret. As if he had seen through Qin Feng's inner world, Qi Yun patted his shoulder gently. He did not know that it was exactly this sentence. All of a sudden, the knot in Qin Feng's heart was lifted.

"Thank you, Secretary. I understand." He looked at Qi Yun. Qin Feng nodded firmly. He already knew what to do. He would not regret it for the rest of his life after Qi Yun left. After Qi Yun left, Qin Feng took out his phone with trembling hands and used all his strength. He tried hard to press eleven numbers. He had memorized all eleven numbers. However, he did not have the courage to press down the numbers. 11 numbers that he could not put together. Listening to the phone beeping, beeping, beeping, Qin Feng felt his heart jump to his throat. He did not dare to think about how to talk to the person on the other end of the phone.

Finally, the beeping sound was no longer there. Instead, the number on the screen started to jump. Qin Feng felt that his heart had stopped beating. He had wanted to say so much in the past. At this moment, he didn't know what to say. He had missed her so much in the past. At this moment, he had missed her so much. The person on the other side of the phone... Two lines of tears flowed down her snow-white neck. The person on the other side of the phone... Two lines of tears flowed silently, but... They could not say anything. It was not that they did not want to say anything. They really didn't know what to say. They didn't know where to start, or how to talk about those broken hearts. Qin Feng even felt that his ability to speak seemed to have stopped working. His upper and lower lips touched a few times, but he didn't touch a single word. In the end, it was the person on the other side of the phone who spoke first.

"You, are you alright?" The voice on the other side of the phone was very low. Even so, it was still like the sound from the sky that made Qin Feng's heart tremble. In the past, this voice was very familiar. In the past, this voice would always be heard by his ears. Once upon a time, this voice was like his three meals a day. But now, this voice was so far away from him. Far away, one in the horizon, the other in the cape.

"I'm fine, what about you?" Qin Feng's voice was a little hoarse. It was so hoarse that it sounded suspicious. He was the one who said it.

"I'm fine." After saying this, the two of them fell into silence again. When they heard the cry of a child from the other side of the phone, Qin Feng finally could not hold it anymore. "Sister Lin, this, this is my son?"

"Son, don't cry. Don't cry. Be good!" Children are all mothers. This bit by bit isn't fake, even if the person on the phone is the man I think of day and night. In front of the flesh and blood, it can't be compared. Throwing away the phone in her hand, Lin Xuemei quickly picked up the child. She quickly stuffed her milk into her pink little mouth and felt the strong force. Lin Xuemei's face revealed a happy smile. She did not care that the phone beside her was still in the middle of a conversation.

Until the child who was full fell asleep with a sweet smile. When she saw the angular face that looked like someone's, Lin Xuemei then remembered the phone beside her pillow. She took it over and the number on it was still jumping rapidly. It had already been 20 minutes.

"You, are you still there?" Layers of ripples once again surged into Lin Xuemei's heart. Facing the phone's microphone, she softly asked. She did not know if it was because she was afraid of disturbing the child who had just fallen asleep or because she was afraid that this sudden question would disturb the person on the other side of the phone. At the same time, she did not know if it was because she was afraid of disturbing the child who had just fallen asleep. The longing that had been accumulated in her heart for a long time was like a flood that had opened a gate. It once again rampaged out and surged into Lin Xuemei's entire heart.

"I... am still here." Qin Feng, a dignified seven-foot man, at this moment, his words were full of trembles. In this kind of season, That's not supposed to happen. However, after hearing the voices of the mother and son on the other side of the phone, it couldn't be stopped.

When the voice fell, there was silence again. The two of them once again fell into an awkward situation where they did not know what to say. After a long time, Qin Feng was the first to speak. "Actually, I wanted to go and see you a long time ago. However, something special happened here. I can't leave now. After this period of time, I will definitely go and see you."

"I know, work is important. Especially as a secretary, I have to put aside all the miscellaneous things around me. No matter what, the boss should be the first. Besides, you're just in the industry and you're still on probation. Don't think that the boss has already tested you and you can finish it. The boss's test is always available, and one thing might be a question that the boss gave you. So, you must... " Lin Xuemei herself did not know why, but she did not know why. Before the two of them spoke on the phone, she was so anxious. However, once the call was picked up, His heart surprisingly calmed down, and... He couldn't help but give Qin Feng another lesson.

"I'm sorry. I wasn't by your side when you needed me the most." Lin Xuemei seemed to have walked out of her thoughts. Qin Feng was still stuck in her thoughts. While sobbing, Qin Feng spoke the truth. When he heard Lin Xuemei's words to him, Qin Feng felt even more guilty. As a man, he could not accompany a woman when she was giving birth. Qin Feng didn't know how sad and irresponsible this was. However, this was something he couldn't change. Because, in front of such a huge society, I'm so tiny that I can't even control myself. He couldn't even control his thoughts and actions.

Lin Xuemei was the goddess in his heart. Whether it was in the past or now, In the distant future, Qin Feng would never deny this. Even if he already had Zhou Ningmeng, even if Zhou Ningmeng had already penetrated deep into his heart. However, Qin Feng couldn't deny it. In his heart, he was still protecting Lin Xuemei's position. Furthermore, it was a rather large place. This place was irreplaceable. As Zhou Ningmeng's husband, It might not be appropriate for him to do this.

However, Qin Feng knew that it could not be changed. This was a reality that he couldn't change even if he wanted to.

Back then, he had agreed to marry Zhou Ningmeng. Just out of a promise to Kong Yuan, even to say, At that time, he did not have any feelings for Zhou Ningmeng. He was not prepared to live together for the rest of his life. However, in the face of Kong Yuan's pleading and expectant gaze, He couldn't refuse the dying concern of a dying person. Especially after Wei Dapeng showed such an unreasonable expression, Qin Feng didn't have the courage to do so. In the past, when Qin Feng was still young, his parents had told him about it. As a person, he had to be honest.

To put it simply, it was trust and morality.

Trust was a trust that could be achieved by fulfilling a promise. Trust was the trust and honesty that had been accumulated over a long period of time. Credit was hard to lose. Credits accumulated over ten years of hard work were often lost due to temporary actions. It still refers to our past positive record of fulfilling our promises. It is also a kind of behavioral art, a behavior management model that everyone can try and manage on their own.

From the beginning of human history to today, the word "credit" already contained a lot of content. It might be one of the most complicated and elusive concepts in human knowledge. "Some things only exist in people's minds, in all of these things. None is more strange and subtle than credit; credit has never been forced. They are voluntary, relying on hope and worry. Credits often appear on their own without fighting for them. They disappear for no reason, and once they lose their credibility, it is very difficult to completely recover. Credits are very similar. And in many situations it's just like that.

Credit could be explained from multiple levels, it could be explained from the legal level, and it could also be from the economics level. However, from Qin Feng's point of view, credit could be understood from an ethical point of view.

From an ethical point of view, it was actually a moral quality to keep a promise. It was a special and invisible thing that could allow the entire society's interpersonal relationships to develop benign, but it was also an important driving force. Without this driving force, the human society will no longer be civilized. Without this driving force, all kinds of feelings between people would no longer exist. Therefore, from the moment they have their own cognitive abilities, Qin Feng warned himself that no matter what the situation was, As long as it's not against the law, I'll keep my word, no matter what. No matter if the other party was a child in swaddling clothes or an old man in his twilight years, Or perhaps it was just a beggar on the street who everyone feared to avoid, or rather, it could be said that he was a beggar. But... As long as it didn't violate the law, Qin Feng would force the other party to keep his word.

In Qin Feng's opinion, as a person, trust was the prerequisite, and morality was the guarantee.

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