723: C723 Passing by

C723 Passing by

The provincial roads of Nighthaven could only be described with one word, and that was blockage. This was a common problem in a second-tier city in the country, and even some third-tier cities with better economic conditions were suffering from this kind of trouble. At this time, it started to drizzle again and turned on the wipers. Lin Xuemei's mood was just as bad as the current weather. The sound of horns was rising and falling. However, the car in front did not move. Finally, it found an opportunity to get out. Lin Xuemei made a red light. At this time, she could no longer care about these things. Although she had made up her mind to sever her relationship with Qin Feng, she still hoped to leave a good impression on Qin Feng. She didn't want the feelings that she had accumulated over the years to collapse in an instant. Perhaps this was an indescribable characteristic of a person. Sometimes, even though she wanted to cut it off very much, she still wanted to leave some leeway.0

After breaking into a red light, the road condition seemed to have improved a little. Perhaps it could be considered as compensation for breaking the rules. In this kind of environment, the speed of the car could not be increased. It took Lin Xuemei more than 40 minutes to reach her destination. Lin Xuemei did not have time to remove the key and ran out of the car door. However, there was no sign of Qin Feng among the people passing by.

"Hello, can I ask if I saw this person waiting at the door?" Arriving at the door of the detention center, Lin Xuemei took out her phone and looked for Qin Feng's photo.

"This person left long ago." Although they did not stay here for long, Qin Feng had already entered deep into their minds. It was because those people were too powerful. Of course, And because the woman who came was too pretty, too pretty. Especially for the men who committed crimes all day long, women were considered rare animals. Especially beautiful women. It was precisely because of this that they remembered Qin Feng.

"He left a long time ago. What time was it?" Lin Xuemei was a little unwilling. She did not want to admit that she had miscalculated. In her opinion, Qin Feng should be waiting here for her arrival. This was because she hadn't shown her face ever since he entered and came out. She must be very unhappy with Qin Feng. However, he wasn't here. Where did he go?

"He left at noon." The brothers at the gate kept looking at Lin Xuemei like a hungry wolf facing a chubby lamb.

"I know." Lin Xuemei no longer cared about other things. She did not want to disappoint Qin Feng in the end. However, where was he? In the provincial capital. The provincial capital was not big, but the area of the city was less than three thousand square kilometers. But if she wanted to find a person within an hour of this 3000 square kilometers... For the first time, Lin Xuemei ignored the influence of the rain and squatted beside the road, allowing the rain to hit her helpless body. At this time, Qin Feng was also like this in another place. He stood in the rain for more than an hour. His entire body was already drenched. A gust of cold wind blew over. For the first time, Qin Feng felt cold. The first time was from his body to his heart. He didn't know whether his choice was right or wrong. However, the impulse in his heart told him to persevere. The Buddha had said: In my previous life, thousands of times I looked back, in exchange for a chance to pass by in this life. I have been entangled with Lin Xuemei for a few years. There must be a few lifetimes of entanglement. Could it be that there is no such thing as fate? If there is really no such thing, then...

Later on, Qin Feng did not want to think about it and did not dare to think about it. However, he had to think about it. Hanyu's words sounded in his ears once again, "If you wish for Lin Xuemei to have a new beginning, then you choose to let go...

There was a kind of love called letting go. It was easy to say. But how many people could do it? Perhaps some tender and romantic love must be a love without an end. They were destined to choose to give up. Reasonably giving up was a feeling that arose from the bottom of his heart, and it was painful to love. He left his worries. Only mature people could understand that life could not be given up. The other things that should be given up must be given up. Don't be afraid of the loneliness after giving up, the things that should be given up must not be hesitated. A person's energy is limited. If you can't put on a mask, a person's time is limited. He can't dig out all kinds of potential. The reason why he chose to give up was to accept a new thing. Giving up wasn't a dereliction of duty. Giving up was not a heartless and indifferent way of abandoning, but another opportunity to face life.

Some people said that giving up meant nothing. Everything started from the beginning. Giving up was not a mistake. Giving up yesterday's passion. Returning to today's indifference. It was for tomorrow's peach blossom fragrance filling the trees; the philosopher said that fish and bear paws could not be obtained at the same time. Facing loneliness and temptation, One must learn to give up. Sometimes giving up was also a kind of love. If you don't give up, you won't gain anything. Therefore, giving up was a wise move. It was also a gain. Choosing to give up was a kind of transcendence to the self in life, and giving up was a kind of life decision. Giving up was to have a better room for development. Giving up on you doesn't mean not loving you. Because I love you. Giving up is because I love you too much. So I chose to leave you.

Choosing to give up is a kind of pain, a kind of pain of parting. Being able to truly give up was a kind of relaxed and joyful relief. Because the pain was buried deep in the heart. Giving up was also a kind of beauty, and there was a kind of feeling of parting with tears in her eyes. Relative to being speechless and silently blessing, it was a kind of sad and beautiful love story. Life was inevitably filled with sorrow and separation. It was inevitable that there would be pain and pain, giving up was a life rather than a form of escape. To understand that not being separated means long longing. Because there was a kind of love that could not last forever. His meaning was the feeling of love. It made people feel the bitterness and sweetness. The complicated feeling of tears in a smile, and then they go back to their memories. He would remember it, and it would be an opportunity in his life. Never love to be covered in wounds. Love until you are covered in wounds. You must not turn it into an unforgettable hatred.

Love a person makes him happy, makes him forget his worries and sorrows. To give him a warm feeling was to be sincere. If you can't do it, why don't you give up? Giving up is also a kind of tolerance. Time can wash away all traces of love, there's no need to miss it. There was no need to hesitate. The worries in his heart could be allowed to drift by in the snow of winter. Only by experiencing pain and tempering on the path of love could one gradually grow up in the emotional world. I believe that what we give up is not just suffering. It is the infinite life that comes to life. Love does not have to have someone, it is not necessarily love to have someone. Some emotions are destined to have no end. Why is there a need to hold him firmly in your heart? Choosing to give up means rejecting pain. Happiness was the only way to be happy.

Leaving you wasn't because you didn't love you. If you wanted to blame someone, blame them for loving you too much. This is also love, a kind of love that also gives up. I'm afraid that I'll be attached to you for too long. I'm afraid that I'll hurt you too deeply, giving up is a love for you. It's also a form of protection for me! People say that there is no eternal love in this world. I don't want to fall in love with you for the rest of my life. I hope that I have it once. I will often think of you when I leave you. I will bless you because I love you too much. So I cannot hold you. Calmly walking through the years when they loved each other, the people who truly loved each other, Only then can you understand that giving up is a pleasure, as long as there is love in your heart. Choosing to give up was also for the sake of loving you better.

The bits and pieces of the two of them together appeared in his mind. He looked at the night sky that was getting darker and darker. Qin Feng finally took a heavy step forward. The hour hand was already pointing at 6: 50. There were still ten minutes left. Ten minutes left. He did not believe that Lin Xuemei could still appear in front of him. Perhaps it was all his own wishful thinking. Perhaps she did not care about this matter at all, or perhaps it could be said that she did not care about it at all. Since everything had already become a matter of the past. Just like in the song, let the past go with the wind!

When he turned around again, there was still no sign of that figure in his line of sight. He took out his phone. It was already seven o'clock in the evening. Qin Feng smiled bitterly and pressed a few numbers. "I'm going to the station now."

After hanging up the phone and turning it off, Qin Feng raised his hand and stopped a taxi. The wheels of the taxi flew and the mud on the ground took away the sadness in his heart.

"Go to the train station." After getting into the taxi, Qin Feng took off his phone and threw it out of the window. He wanted to throw away everything here, but could he really throw it away?

It was still raining outside the window. He looked at the rain brush that was working mechanically. Qin Feng recalled the first time he went out with Lin Xuemei, the first time. The relationship between the two of them had a qualitative leap, even though he had seen something that he shouldn't have seen. Although Lin Xuemei had indeed tormented him for a while, the relationship between the two of them had still advanced by leaps and bounds in the end. At that time, Qin Feng had never thought that the two of them would come to this day. Of course, Nor had it ever occurred to them that after all the suffering they had gone through, they would actually fly on their own.

"86." The taxi driver's voice pulled Qin Feng back to reality. He paid the bill and got off the taxi. Qin Feng walked straight to the ticket counter. The modern high-speed train had completely abandoned the need to purchase tickets in advance. It was best to prepare a series of cumbersome procedures beforehand, especially the route to enter the capital. There would be a trip every few minutes.

"Give me a ticket..." Qin Feng's voice trembled as he handed over his ID card. He seemed to be hesitating, but in the end, he made up his mind. "I want the nearest ticket."

"One hundred and twenty..." The ticket seller tapped the keyboard a few times. A ticket bearing disappointment and hope was born. After receiving the ticket, Qin Feng could not help but turn his head to look at the entrance. He really wished that a familiar figure could appear here. Everything was just a fantasy.

Give up!

Sighing, Qin Feng held his head high and walked towards the waiting hall. He did not know that Lin Xuemei was standing in the rain, dialing the familiar number over and over again. Unfortunately, the phone kept ringing, "The number you dialed is temporarily unavailable. Please dial later." The voice finally sounded. Lin Xuemei was tired and exhausted. She sat down in the position where Qin Feng had just stood. Lin Xuemei pulled her hair. Why am I so stupid? Why didn't I think that Qin Feng would wait for me at this place where he was in trouble?

However, it was already too late. At this time, the needle was already pointing at eight o'clock. An hour had already passed since the two of them agreed on the time.

Where would he go next?

Suddenly, a thought flashed into Lin Xuemei's mind. She got up and got into the car. Lin Xuemei fiercely stepped on the accelerator. She did not want to leave any regrets...

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