C1496 Unbearable Weight
Moxie Zhengdong's proactive kiss was full of meaning. There was gratitude, guilt, shame, and even a little flirtatiousness, just like how she teased Gao Fei when she first met him.
Gao Fei closed his eyes and remained motionless, feeling the slight chill on his soft lips after he left. He didn't move for a long time until a bird in the forest started to cry out. Gao Fei opened his eyes and felt a bitter taste on his cheek.
For some reason, he was crying.
Moxie Zhengdong had left, but Gao Fei could still feel the faint fragrance on his lips.
Chen Guoguo was standing to his left, not far away. She was staring at him intently, and when the moonlight shone into her eyes, it revealed an expression of obvious heartache.
She knew that Gao Fei's tears were undoubtedly because of Moxie Zhengdong's kiss that contained too many emotions, and also many uncontrollable sorrow that was impossible for him to understand. For example, Shen Yinbing, whom he should hate the most, was willing to die because of him, for example, Liang Jiaojiao, who should have long been unrelated to him, had painstakingly searched for Old Woman of Parasite. For instance, Sister Hong's death, for example, was similar to Wang Chen's incomprehension, or the heartlessness of the Gao Family …
There were too many things, too many responsibilities, too many things that had been weighing on his shoulders for so long, and yet he had taken them on as if nothing had happened, and dealt with them in the right way, even if it was difficult, even if it was misunderstood, even if there were no benefits.
However, he endured it all. It was as if nothing had happened, and it was as if Shen Yinbing, Yan Hong, and Liang Jiaojiao had done it for him. It was as if everything was a matter of course.
However, Chen Guoguo was very clear that Gao Fei's feelings weren't like what he showed, so it didn't matter.
From the moment Mu Tianya died, Yan Hong, Liang Jiaojiao, Qin Ziyang, Ye Xinshang, Liang Jiaojiao, all these people had caused Gao Fei to owe them too many favors and too many debts — he didn't have the chance to pay them back.
For some people, the greatest pressure in the world was not the amount of effort they had to put in, but the amount they had to pay, never to be able to repay.
These favors were like mountains that had been pressing down on his shoulders all his life, making him unable to breathe. One day, when he was unable to bear it any longer, they would all be released in some way.
There were many ways to vent her feelings. Chen Guoguo had always wanted to see tears streaming down her face.
She saw that Jack's eyes were wide open as he stared blankly at the mountains. Tears flowed down his face like a fountain, but no sound could be heard.
Silent sobs were the most heart-breaking part.
At the same time, it also proved that he was always seen by others as a strong person, and his soul also had areas of weakness. At the same time, it also proved that he was always viewed by others as a strong person, and his soul also had areas of weakness.
Gao Fei was a strong man. All these years, he had been protecting his weakness. Because of what had happened recently, because of Moxie Zhengdong's kiss, it had finally broken into pieces. He could no longer hide it and could only let out tears.
Chen Guoguo's heart ached. She walked over slowly and embraced him. Her left hand stroked his hair as she whispered, "Since everyone has left, shouldn't we leave as well?"
Gao Fei did not answer the question directly, his tone was relaxed: "The wind is strong tonight."
"Yes, very big."
Chen Guoguo gazed at the gently swaying treetops, her voice as gentle as the wind in the night.
Gao Fei said, "It caused a lot of sandstorm."
Chen Guoguo raised her head and looked at the night sky that was as clean as dark blue jade. She said with certainty, "That's right. I was squinting my eyes."
Gao Fei raised his hand and ruthlessly wiped his face, then asked with a smile: "Why are you lying with me? Don't you — pity me? I feel that I am a man, especially a man who is shameless, and that I shouldn't be pissing on a horse. "
Chen Guoguo pursed her lips and said flatly, "You are a man, but you are more of a man to me. My biggest wish is to be like that village woman who only wants to live in a small house. My husband scolds me for jumping, my husband fights me for a knife... To lie with you, what's wrong with that? "
"Teacher once said that lying is not a good child."
Gao Fei smiled again. His snow-white teeth shone with a white luster under the moonlight. He raised his hand and lightly patted Chen Guoguo's face. "But she's a good wife."
"Isn't being a woman a good wife a reason?"
Chen Guoguo also laughed, her arms around Gao Fei's neck, her forehead against his, softly saying: "I cannot be your wife, but you are my only man, that is enough. Of course, I'm also a bit regretful. "
"What regret?"
Gao Fei raised his hand and lightly scratched the tip of Chen Guoguo's nose. "Do you dislike the fact that there are too many women around me?"
"The number of women around you has nothing to do with me."
Chen Guoguo sighed softly, her eyes sparkling. "The only regret is that you can't give me a wedding. For a woman, a life without a wedding is destined to be a regret."
"Do you want a wedding?" Gao Fei asked.
"Yes."
Chen Guoguo was very honest and immediately said, "But I know that you can't give it to me, and I can't take it."
"If you want, I'll give it to you."
Gao Fei said in a low voice.
Chen Guoguo didn't say anything and just shook her head lightly.
Of course she could tell that Gao Fei was speaking the truth. As long as she lightly nodded, he would give her a wedding that would attract everyone's attention, and it would even have a greater impact than when Gao Family helped him marry Wang Chen.
She didn't want it because she knew very well that she didn't need it.
She was used to hiding in the dark and quietly enjoying the days when she imagined a man's life. She imagined having one of their children and how many years after that, their child would be the most outstanding in the world.
She said she wanted a wedding just to break Gao Fei's grief.
After seeing her shake her head, Gao Fei didn't continue to insist. He just let him go and turned his head to Lee Decai and the others who were standing a distance away and said, "I want a flower."
"I'll go find him!"
The rabbit who was watching them from afar turned around and ran into the bushes.
Within the Hundred Thousand Mountains of the Lingnan, there were too many strange flowers and herbs. Especially at night, there would always be some flowers blooming brilliantly under the moonlight, giving off its enchanting charm.
Within a few minutes, the rabbit scuttled out with a flower the size of a teacup in its hand.
When B.Rabbit came over, Gao Fei said, "I also want a groomsman and a bridesmaid."
"I can be a bridesmaid, but only me."
Sarana, who was in ragged clothes, raised her chin proudly. She glanced at Lee Decai and Chen Dabiao, who were struggling to be a best man. She tidied up her clothes seriously, took a deep breath and walked over gracefully.
Chen Dabiao had a strong physique, but his bickering was not Lee Decai's match. He could only watch helplessly as that guy bent over and grabbed a handful of grass. He used the dew as a moth to comb his messy hair.
Sarana was the bridesmaid, Lee Decai was the groomsman, and B.Rabbit was a waiter carrying flowers. Just when Chen Dabiao didn't know what to do, Gao Fei spoke again: "I still lack a host for the wedding."
"I-it can only be me!"
Chen Dabiao suddenly shouted, startling a lot of the night birds in the distance and sending them flying in all directions with a caw.
"Alright, be the host."
Gao Fei took a step back and started to do the same as Sarana.
Suddenly, Chen Guoguo's face filled with tears.
Sarana walked over, stuck a flower that she had randomly plucked into her hair and gently wrapped her arm around it.
Gao Fei raised his right hand, and B.Rabbit promptly offered the flowers and said in a low voice, "We locals call this flower 'Ghost Lovesick', meaning after a man gives it to a woman, if one of the two people dies early one day, he will plant this flower, and use it to tell the people there about his or her love."
"Phantom Lovesick?"1
Gao Fei looked at the snow-white flower and nodded his head. He was about to say something when he heard a chuckle coming from afar. "There's a host, a flower boy, a groomsman, a bridesmaid, and even a bride. How can there not be guests?
"Who!?"
Chen Dabiao, who was trying to figure out how to host the wedding, suddenly turned around with a growl. Then, he saw more than ten people walking out of the shadows in the woods.
Previously, Gao Fei and Chen Guoguo's excitement, coupled with the fact that Chen Dabiao and Lee Decai were fighting for the best man, had alarmed too many night birds. The sound of night birds taking off completely covered the sound of the footsteps of this group of people.
Therefore, none of them noticed it.
After hearing this voice, Gao Fei's body shook as if he was electrocuted. His eyes also lit up.
Chen Guoguo's right hand, which was reaching to her waist, gradually loosened up. She turned her head slowly and saw a girl in a long white dress walking towards them with a box in her hand.
Although she had already figured out who the girl was through her voice, Chen Guoguo still yelled out when she saw her, "Shen Yinbing … you … you're not dead?"
The person who had arrived was Shen Yinbing, who everyone had mistakenly assumed to be dead.
"If I die, who will be your wedding guest?"
Shen Yinbing smiled happily, but there was no joy in her eyes. She waved her hand and asked, "Who will be the one to give you the wedding gift?"
With a wave of her hand, the two men who were carrying the box heavily placed it on the ground. One of them suddenly lifted the lid of the box.
The box was filled with gold, silver, and jewelry.
"This wedding gift is not too bad, right?"
Shen Yinbing smiled and looked at Gao Fei.
Gao Fei's Adam's apple moved up and down a few times, and he said in a hoarse voice, "It's a bit too, too thick."
"Is it too thick?" I still despise being too thin. After all, someone else's wedding gift is the most interest-bearing business in the world. If I were to give you a box today, when I get married, wouldn't you double it? "
Shen Yinbing laughed softly as her eyes moved. Her previous bashfulness was now replaced by an enchanting maturity.
Gao Fei's pupils suddenly contracted: "You, you're going to get married?"
"Yes, National Day. This year's National Day is exactly the same as the Mid-Autumn Night, isn't this a good day? "
Shen Yinbing spoke unhurriedly and walked over. She circled around the 'bride and groom', clicking her tongue. It seemed like she was mocking them for wearing such shabby clothes.
You're getting married. Who's the groom?
Gao Fei wanted to ask this question, but the words on the tip of his tongue wouldn't come out.
Chen Guoguo spoke up, "Director Shen, may I ask who your groom is?"
Shen Yinbing parted her red lips and said, "Elegant."
"Elegant?"
Gao Fei's heart thumped loudly as he asked in a hoarse voice, "Shen Yinbing, can't you be a bit more obedient?"
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