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When he said that, Jin Chengzhi's expression finally showed a hint of sadness and disappointment, while Jiang Chen keenly grasped the most important part of his words.0
"You … What do you mean? It sounds as if something has happened to your father. "
"Yes, my father had cancer because of his chronic alcoholism. Three months ago, when he was examined at the hospital, the doctor said that his cancer had reached its advanced stage and there was no way to save him. He only had half a year left."
Jiang Chen was silent. Never in his wildest dreams did he expect such a thing to happen. What is Jin Chengzhi's father doing? Does he kill himself for his crimes? He had raped his own child from a young age, so despite his wealth, he now had cancer and was no longer able to treat it.
As for Jin Chengzhi's mentality, it was even more incomprehensible to the people because his father was running out of time, so he just let his father beat him up after drinking the wine.
What he should do in the final moments of his life was to make his father wake up. At the very least, he would let him understand the meaning of living for the rest of his life.
Anyway, Jin Chengzhi's father only had a few months left to live. Although Jiang Chen was a godly doctor, he still said that he could only save people, like Jin Chengzhi's father. Even Jiang Chen could not save a person who was bound to die.
Jiang Chen could treat cancer, but that was only in cases where it wasn't serious. If the cancer reached a later stage, it would be almost impossible for Jiang Chen to treat it.
Furthermore, even if it could be treated, the price and time it had to pay was too great. Jiang Chen and Jin Chengzhi were unrelated to each other, so it was naturally impossible for him to do so.
Instead of bringing back a person who had already half a foot in the door to hell, that wasn't something a doctor should do.
"What about your mother? You need someone to take care of you. If it was anyone else, they wouldn't be so diligent to take care of you. Your life would still be in danger, so you have to let your family take care of you."
It was very likely that Jin Chengzhi's disease would relapse, and it was still the same old saying. It was impossible for him to always encounter a Godly Doctor like Jiang Chen when his luck was good, so Jiang Chen had to ensure that someone would give him an acute drug as soon as he was sick, so that he could ensure its survival.
"My mother ran away from home with another man when I was only three months old. It was for this reason that my father had been drinking all these years. Maybe alcohol can alleviate his hatred for this matter."
Jiang Chen was a bit embarrassed. He never thought that every time he asked this question, it would bring up a bad memory of Jin Chengzhi.
Not only did his father beat him up and scolded him, but his mother also divorced him. Now that he was in a life or death situation, he didn't even have someone he could rely on, so thinking about it, it really seemed pretty miserable.
"Then don't you have a girlfriend or something? In any case, your father is about to die, so from now on, your life will be free. I do not wish for you to be as negative as you are now.
This was something that Jiang Chen did not want to see. As Jiang Chen had said, life could start over, even if Jin Chengzhi's past was a bit miserable, but now that Jin Chengzhi's father was about to die, Jin Chengzhi's world would only be left for him. At that time, he could start over as he wished.
The past is used for oblivion, but by no means a person who is used for immersion must look forward and not immerse himself in the past, be it the glory of the past or the misery of the past.
From Jiang Chen's point of view, Jin Chengzhi seemed to be immersed in the misery of the past. This was not good. Every person could live a very valuable life, and they could also live a very good life. It all depended on their choice.
Even if his father died, he would definitely inherit his father's inheritance. As long as he was willing to live a good life, he would be happier than most people in this world. As for the so-called anorexia, it was nothing to Jiang Chen.
What was really important was Jin Chengzhi's mental knot. As long as Jin Chengzhi's mental knot was untied, even Jiang Chen might feel that Jin Chengzhi's anorexia would naturally be cured.
"I... To be honest, I can't think of any meaning for me to live anymore. I don't have any friends by my side, let alone a girlfriend, so I'm the only one left in my world now. Perhaps in the near future, I won't even be able to find a father who can bully me at home. "
At this time, Jiang Chen finally understood why Jin Chengzhi was able to tolerate his father beating him. Perhaps it was just as Jin Chengzhi said, before long, he would not even have a father to beat him. His world was lonely, although there were a lot of people around him, but these people seemed to be Jin Chengzhi from two completely different worlds.
Jiang Chen suddenly thought of Jin Chengzhi's depression. Otherwise, he wouldn't be so depressed. Of course, he still wanted to know if this Jin Chengzhi was depressed, so he could only come to a conclusion after Jiang Chen observed him for a while.
Depression was a very famous psychological disorder. The loneliness of people with depression was perhaps their best explanation. The world in their eyes was completely different from the others. They were immersed in their own world, and their world was bound to be dark and gloomy.
Most of the depressive patients had only one ending, and that was suicide because they didn't have the courage to live. Of course, there were also cases of depressive patients being cured in this world, but there were very few cases.
In the past, people like Jin Chengzhi were really prone to depression. After all, he couldn't even taste food, which meant that he couldn't even eat and drink to have fun, which made him more likely to suffer from depression.
Zhang Xinyu, you've been listening to the conversation between Jin Chengzhi and Jiang Chen. At this time, he also felt that Jin Chengzhi might have some problems in his heart, after all, he has never heard someone say that there was no meaning to living in this world.
Perhaps there were a lot of people who said this in reality, but at most, those people were moaning without any sickness, they were still alive and didn't have any thoughts of dying, but Jin Chengzhi was different. If Jiang Chen had not appeared today, when his father died, he would probably have gone with his father.
Right now, he didn't want to live anymore, so he had to die. Although the words sounded weird, Jin Chengzhi's attitude seemed to be like this, not caring about death at all, not feeling fear, and not feeling any other emotions.
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