C2304 Past and Present Life
"Xiao Qian, what if I die?"1
Outside the pavilion, at the edge of the ancient path, the grass was bright and blue. Holding the woman in his arms, Ning Caichen asked softly, "If I die, you must promise me, no matter what, to live on."
"What nonsense are you spouting, Ning Lang? We have an oath between us. No matter what happens in the future, we must walk down the path together."
Hugging the man tightly, Xiao Qian breathed in comfortably, "Meeting Jun is the happiest thing that happened to me in my life, being with Jun Tong is always the thing that I hope for the most in my life, being with Jun Tong is the thing that I have no regrets in my life."
Ning Caichen, who still wanted to say something, opened his mouth and closed it. That's right, they had sworn an oath that no matter how many thorns there were in front of them, they would continue, and they would stay together even if they died.
However, he didn't want this scene to occur. If he could wish for her to die, if he could wish to use his own life in exchange for hers, if he could …
Too many 'ifs', Ning Caichen had a lot of thoughts, but he knew they were just thoughts. He couldn't and didn't want to be like this. He wished that everything could go back to when they had first met.
Puff ~
The poison started to act up, and the time was finally up. He looked at the woman in his arms with lament. He really wanted to continue hugging her. He really wanted for time to stop at this moment. It's just that time doesn't allow it, he, it's time for him to leave.
Drip, drip.
Touching her hair, Xiao Qian was stupefied. Looking at Ning Lang, whose face was pale and lips were purple, she felt that everything around her had stopped. It was as if there was a force locking her in place, causing her to be unable to move. All sounds in her ears disappeared.
The scene was frozen to a painful scene. Elang had already closed her eyes, and her hands, which were originally holding her, were hanging down. After a long time had passed, a voice finally reached his ears.
Xiao Qian, you must live on, live on for me, and promise me.
"..."
Don't, don't leave me...
He woke up from a nightmare, unable to breathe because of the pain in his heart. As Xiao Qian touched her cheeks that were filled with tears, she laughed miserably and opened her mouth as if she wanted to say something, only to realize that she couldn't open her mouth.
It had been two years since that day, and she had thought that time could somewhat dilute the sadness in her heart, but there was no growing sadness. The scenes of that day seemed to have become a seed that took root in her heart and took root in her soul.
The world is full of sunshine because of you; the world is green because of you; the world is warm because I love you, and you love me.
Ning Lang, I've lived a long life without you, and I've lived it up to your words. There are many young masters and mistresses in the city who are living their own happy lives, and I am the only one who is living a heartless life.
I promised you that I would live well, but I no longer know the meaning of living. What else can I do? My heart is empty. My soul is empty. I can't hold on any longer, Ninglang.
You promised to keep me company. Why did you break your word, why didn't you keep your promise, why did you leave and then so selfishly want me to continue living, on what basis? Why?
After getting a basin full of water, Xiao Qian washed her face and applied the rouge powder to it, revealing a sweet smile towards the water. She knew this smile was Ning Lang's favorite, so she had to dress up the best tonight …
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