C1853 Source of fear
As the two of them lovingly supported each other, it would not affect their relationship because of others. In this life, the love Tian Qinger arranged for him was deeply engraved in his heart.0
Let Qi Tianyu feel her true love, then let him walk out from it, and finally discard the love of the seven emotions, completely melt it, and then complete it.
If it was said that they had a good relationship in high school, then now, they had truly fallen in love. The two of them would say good night to each other and send cute little emojis every night without a break.
In the end, they also went to the palace of marriage and received true love. After marriage life is happy and happy, they both marry love, the two of them are old together, have a sweet life.
When Qi Tianyu was more than eighty years old, her lover had already left first, and after a few more years, he would also die. Just as he was about to die, he recovered his memories and remembered that he was the real Qi Tianyu.
He earnestly felt the sweet love of this life, reminiscing about his life, and then thoroughly comprehended love. He also knew that he did not belong here, he was just a passerby here, so he did not have much thoughts for the things that happened here. Now, he decided to leave his love with this ordinary mortal old man called Qi Tianyu.
Then he left. All he had to do was abandon love. He knew that even though this was the best love he had ever experienced, he couldn't afford to lose it.
Because Qi Tianyu understood the reason why he was here, he wanted to delete his own memories and leave this love forever in this world. He resolutely cut off his memories of this life. For the sake of his Upper Firmament Realm's friends and family, as well as his own ambitions, he had no other choice. In the end, he left, leaving behind only a shell.
In this life, he had reached the end. He had received love and abandoned it. This cycle of reincarnation could also be considered complete.
Qi Tianyu's true self returned to the Land of Samsara, and Tian Qinger waited there for him. After that, he gave him a different type of support that allowed him to reincarnate.
He had a tragic background. He was the son of a black man, and had lived in the slums since he was young. Furthermore, he did not know who his father was, and had never seen him before.
Because the black man's status in the Unlucky Kingdom was very low, especially the poor ones, Qi Tianyu was looked down upon by those white people since he was young, and was often bullied by others. Because he did not have a father, his mother did not live up to her expectations, and her fellow black people bullied and bullied him.
He was very scared, because he did not know when he would get beaten up by kids who did not like him. Even when he was bullied, some adults wouldn't care. They would even encourage the kids to continue bullying him because he was just a fatherless bastard in their eyes.
Maybe because he was used to being bullied since he was young, he gradually had that kind of cowardly and powerless aura. That was why when he was bullied by his colleagues at the company, he would still be robbed when he was on his way home by those hooligans.
Every time Qi Tianyu returned home, he would avoid them, but the more he avoided them, the more he was afraid, and the more he would run into them. This was also part of Tian Qinger's plan. Under the control of the Hand of God, he had lived his entire life in fear.
Because his abilities were not that high, the salary he barely got was very low. Furthermore, he had to pay his mother back for the gambling debts, so he was very stubborn. He wouldn't give those hooligans any money no matter what. This made them very angry, because they couldn't kill him either, so they fiercely beat him to vent their anger.
Even after being beaten up, he wouldn't tell his mother, because even if he did, it would be useless. As long as her son didn't die after she was addicted to gambling, she wouldn't worry.
Therefore, Qi Tianyu lived alone in fear all day. He was afraid of the sound of the furniture colliding with each other, because it sounded like the sound of a delinquent beating him up.
Later on, he also thought of changing himself and couldn't live in fear forever. He wanted to become stronger, so he joined the local gang and became a member of them. He was bullied for many years, and because he was often beaten, his body became stronger passively.
Finally, after joining the gang, no one bullied him anymore, but he was still a coward. Furthermore, Tian Qinger would not allow him to let him free himself.
As a coward who didn't even dare to step on ants, he actually killed a person. This caused him to fall back into fear. He was very afraid, because that was a living being! He dreamed of the man coming to him every night, but he was soon in jail for intentional murder.
He collapsed completely. Fear tormented him at all times, and finally he could no longer bear the malice of this society towards him. After that, he chose to solve his young life. The moment he died, Qi Tianyu woke up. He understood the tragedy of his life, and then, relying on his unswerving determination, he successfully walked out of his fear and left everything in this lowly black man's body.
He left, abandoning the fear, and from then on he was no longer afraid. This life also came to an end in a short period of time. Qi Tianyu did not have any regrets, and of course, he did not take revenge on the people who had harmed his reincarnation, because they were merely chess pieces arranged by fate, and in other words, they were only passersby to Qi Tianyu. Furthermore, they were only passersby to Qi Tianyu, and it was also because of the fear they had placed on him that he was able to smoothly reject them.
He returned to the reincarnation zone, which scared even Tian Qinger who was waiting here. He knew that the life of Qi Tianyu that he had arranged for would be very miserable, but he never expected it to end so quickly, in just a short thirty years. However, he looked like he was in good condition, and should have already abandoned all his fears.
Tian Qinger added a few more things onto Qi Tianyu's true self, and then let him pass away. It was another new life, and Qi Tianyu had a completely new identity.
Tian Qinger had also done his best for Qi Tianyu, arranging good arrangements for him in every single life. In order to make him abandon all seven feelings even more quickly, he even amplified his feelings towards one of the seven feelings infinitely, so that he could face the seven feelings more visually, and help him free himself from them even faster.
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